John Chrysostom
If someone considers these words by themselves, he may think they are filled with great boasting and wholly out of harmony with the apostolic spirit.
Indeed, to decide something by oneself and disclose one's thoughts to no one may be taken for pride.
"Have you seen," it is said, "a man wise in his own eyes? There is more hope for a fool than for him" (Prov 26:4, 12).
And again, "Woe to those who are wise in their own eyes and prudent before themselves!" (Isa 5:21). Paul himself says, "Do not be wise in your own estimation" (Rom 12:16).
Therefore one who heard such teachings from others, and himself taught the same to others, certainly could not fall into such self-conceit. This is true not only of Paul, but even of an ordinary man.
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Yet, as I have said, if this saying is considered by itself, it can raise doubt and trouble some hearers. But if we present the reason why it was said, all will applaud and admire the speaker.
Let us do this, then. Words must not be considered in isolation, for this will lead to many errors. Nor should an isolated saying be examined by itself. We must attend to the intention of the writer.
In our own conversations, if we do not use this method and seek the speaker's true thought, we shall produce many misunderstandings. The whole meaning of the speech will be distorted.
Why speak only of words? Even in deeds, if we do not follow this rule, everything will fall into complete disorder.
Physicians cut the body and saw through certain bones. Robbers often do the same. What a misfortune it would be if we could not distinguish a robber from a physician.
Likewise, murderers and martyrs handed over to painful death undergo similar sufferings. Yet between the two there is undoubtedly a great difference.
If we do not observe the rule just mentioned, and if we examine only the deeds without considering the doers' intention, we shall be unable to see that difference.
We shall call Elijah, Samuel, and Phinehas murderers. We might even call Abraham a child-killer.
Let us examine Paul's thought, with which he wrote these words. Let us learn his purpose and what he always was toward the Apostles. Then we shall learn with what intention he said this.
Certainly he said this and what came before not to praise himself. How could he do this, when he subjected even himself to a curse (v. 8)?
He said it in order to preserve everywhere the security of the Gospel.
Those who were destroying the Church said that it was necessary to follow the Apostles who did not forbid this, and not Paul, who did forbid it. In this way the Jewish error was secretly entering.
Therefore he was compelled to rise up against it decisively. He did not mean to say anything bad about the Apostles, but wished to cast down the pride of those who were unjustly exalting themselves.
For this reason he says, "I did not immediately confer with flesh and blood."
It would have been utterly absurd if one who had been taught by God then consulted men.
Someone who receives teaching from men quite rightly has recourse again to men's counsels. But one who was counted worthy of that divine and blessed word was taught everything by Him Who possesses the very treasure of wisdom.
Why would such a man still consult men? Such a man ought not to learn from men, but to teach men.
Therefore he said these words not from pride, but to show the dignity of his preaching.
"Nor," he says, "did I go up to Jerusalem to the Apostles before me."
Since they said that the others were both older than he and called before him, he says for this reason that he did not go to them.
If he had needed to come to agreement with them, He Who revealed to him the word of preaching would have commanded him to do this also.
What then? Did he not go there? Of course he went, and not casually, but to learn something from them.
When did this happen? It happened when a question arose in the city of Antioch, which had shown great zeal for the Church from the beginning.
The question concerned the same subject we are now discussing. They wished to know whether those who believed from among the Gentiles had to be circumcised, or whether they should not be compelled at all to undergo this.
Then Paul himself and Silas went to Jerusalem. How, then, does he say that he did not go and did not consult?
First, because he did not go there by his own will, but was sent by others. Second, he did not go to learn, but to persuade others.
From the beginning he himself held the opinion later confirmed by the Apostles, namely, that circumcision was not required.
But since they still did not consider him trustworthy, and listened more to those who were in Jerusalem, he went there.
He did not go to learn anything more himself. He went to persuade the opponents that those in Jerusalem also agreed with this.
Thus from the beginning he saw what had to be done and had no need of a teacher. In the very matter that the Apostles would confirm after lengthy discussion, he had already been established from above before their discussion.
Luke, explaining this, said that Paul had a great and prolonged dispute with them on this subject before his journey to Jerusalem (Acts 15:2).
But since the brethren wished to learn about it from the other Apostles also, he went there for their sake, not for his own.
If he says, "Nor did I go up," these words may be explained by saying that he did not go there at the beginning of his preaching.
And when he did go there, he did not go to learn. He indicates both thoughts in the words, "I did not immediately confer with flesh and blood."
He did not simply say, "I did not confer," but, "immediately." If he went there afterward, it was not to receive anything.
"But I went into Arabia." See what a fiery soul! He strove to occupy countries not yet cultivated and still remaining in a wild state.
If he had remained with the Apostles, having nothing to learn from them, the work of preaching would have been hindered. Yet they had to spread the teaching everywhere.
Therefore this blessed man, burning in spirit, immediately undertook the work of teaching people still untaught and wild. He chose a life filled with many labors and joined to many dangers.
And see his humility. Having said, "I went into Arabia," he added, "and again I returned to Damascus."
He says nothing about his struggles, nor about whom and how many he taught.
Yet immediately after baptism he showed such zeal that he disturbed the Jews and stirred up such hatred against himself among both Jews and Gentiles that they watched for him and wished to kill him.
This would not have happened if he had not gained a great multitude of believers.
Since they were defeated by his teaching, nothing remained for them but to turn to murder. This was a clear proof of Paul's victory.
But Christ did not permit him to die, preserving him for the preaching.
Yet despite this, he says nothing about these struggles. Therefore everything he says is not from vainglory, nor so that he might be considered greater than the other Apostles.
Nor does he speak because he is grieved at being humbled before them. He speaks from fear that some harm might come to the preaching.
For he himself calls himself one untimely born, the first of sinners, the least of the Apostles, and even unworthy of such a name (1 Cor 15:8-9; 1 Tim 1:15).
The man who labored more than all says this, and this is a special proof of his humility.
For one who recognizes no good in himself and speaks humbly of himself is certainly sensible, but he cannot be called humble.
But one who has so many crowns and still speaks of himself in this way knows how to be modest.
"And again," he says, "I returned to Damascus." How much he probably accomplished there!
Of this city he says that the ethnarch of King Aretas guarded it, wishing to seize the blessed man (2 Cor 11:32). This was the clearest proof that he was fiercely attacking the Jews there.
But here he says nothing of this. Even there he would not have mentioned it if he had not seen that the circumstances then required that account.
Otherwise he would have kept silence, just as here. Speaking only of his coming and going, he says nothing more about what happened there.