Gregory the Great
He has obstructed my path so that I cannot move forward; He has shrouded my journey in darkness (Job 19:8). In times of deep distress, I have perceived my path hindered by afflictions; in my yearning for safety from suffering, I feel trapped by misfortune. Observing my own anguish, I have found no justification in my life that would warrant such punishment. Yet within the depths of my heart, I confront the ‘darkness’ of my own ignorance, struggling to comprehend why I endure such trials.
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This observation can also be applicable to the fragile members of the Holy Church. Acknowledging their guilt, they often retreat into virtuous behaviors, intimidated by their own frailty, hesitant to undertake significant acts of righteousness. They are afraid to embark on noble endeavors, fully aware of their own vulnerabilities, and frequently uncertain about the right choices before them, as they face the ‘darkness’ obstructing their paths. The mind becomes clouded with uncertainty regarding its actions, unable to discern between virtue and wrongdoing. Thus, one who desires to act righteously but lacks clarity in his decisions finds himself confronted with ‘darkness laid in his ways.’
Recognizing that sin can arise from both frailty and ignorance, he articulates through the voices of the weak: you have blocked my way, and I cannot advance. And speaking for those who struggle to see even the good works they need to pursue, he could additionally express: and He has placed darkness in my paths. The consequence of sin manifests when we are aware of the good we should perform, yet find ourselves unable to carry it out; an even graver consequence occurs when we fail to recognize what we ought to do at all. Against both situations, the psalmist has proclaimed: The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? (Psalms 26:1) For against the darkness of ignorance, the Lord serves as our ‘Light,’ and in our weakness, He is ‘Salvation,’ for He alone reveals what He desires from us and provides the strength necessary to accomplish His will.