We are almost ready, telescope in hand, to search for that world into which we shall suddenly be carried by a mysterious beckoning from above. From the height of distant heavenly perspectives, in the imagined greatness of an inhabitant of some remote planet yet to appear, we look, at best, only condescendingly upon the small sphere of activity and corner of nature set before us in our present life.
Those who have no sympathy for the Church use this to point to the Church's teaching about that life as some dark and objectless mysticism.
Is this so? Are we right?
We Christians are not of this world. Yet this does not mean that our world is somewhere billions of versts away from here, beyond endless starry worlds. Not at all. It is within us ourselves, in the nature around us, in every place, and in every soul.
It is separated from us not by external and distant spaces, but only by the surface of the very same life which, here on this earth, encompasses us on every side. Its light and breath are immediately close to us. They breathe upon me from the inner depth of the spirit this very minute, here in this place where I write, in my own soul, which I now feel.
They breathe from behind this very nature and setting which surround me at this moment.
To strive from this world into that one does not mean to rush and tear oneself away into boundless stellar distance, into unknown spaces of suns and constellations. No. It means simply to enter within what is in us and around us.
In my soul, whatever it may now be, something higher, nobler, and holy still shines through: good thoughts, feelings, and desires. It is the same soul, but in a more perfect and beautiful form of being.
To go there, toward that opening of light, to become at home with what is revealed through it, to live into its atmosphere, and to weave from it the threads of one's life, this means to go into that heavenly world to which we are called by the Lord.
There is much evil in my body. Yet even in it, in its God-created form and in the waves of its vital energy, one feels the higher beauty, the higher good of being, and the reflection of life's pure happiness.
To bring down one's spirit and heart into this nobler element of one's own body, into the perfection of its ideal forms enclosed within us, is to go toward the kingdom not of this world.
It means to breathe into oneself only the purest fragrance of life, which wafts through its harmonious manifestations. It means to strain and gather one's vital attention only into this refined and luminous realm of one's own bodily self-awareness.
It means in no way to let oneself go, or allow crude waves of lust to overflow. It means not yielding to external and internal disharmonious influences, but spiritualizing and illumining every movement of life.
Around me is nature, on this small patch of space embraced by my eye. If I run over it carelessly with my consciousness, or relate to it crudely and externally, it presents nothing particular to me. I either pass by it, use it outwardly, or destroy it.
But let me look into it with love, with whole feeling and consciousness, childlike and in a godly way. Let me not scatter myself in every direction, but give myself wholly to it. Then every leaf of a little tree, every tiny flower, every blade and grass will suddenly shine for me with radiant paradisal beauty.
It will bathe me in such warmth and light of life, and in such grace of every curve and tone, that paradise will be opened before my eyes.
What does this mean? Whence comes such a wondrous transformation?
It is very simple. We have penetrated within what we saw daily from without. With whole feeling we have sensed the whole life of nature, which we constantly break into pieces by our distracted outward consciousness.
In the contemplation of love, we gave ourselves for a moment without reserve to this little tree and this flower. We did this instead of selfishly wondering whether one could be cut down and the other plucked.
In a word, in that wondrous moment nature remained the same. Yet we entered that illumined divine world of its being and its forms, which is enclosed within it. Because of distraction and coarseness, we had not noticed it until now.
To strive to give our deep and whole attention to everything living around us, to everything existing near us, to every blade of grass and every thing, is to go into the kingdom not of this world.
It means entering with a peaceful heart into that luminous and beautiful being which penetrates all and is reflected in all. It means contemplating everything in God, renouncing oneself.
We are not of this world. Yet this does not mean that we have turned away from this nature and are gazing into some emptiness, into something dark and wholly unknown.
No. That world is only the illumination, refinement, and spiritual flowering of this one. We look upon the same things others look upon, but we see in them that world which for others remains hidden for now.
In what seems dead, an inner spiritual life trembles for us. In what is mute, heavenly words resound for us. In what is accidental and mechanical, a wondrous meaning and a higher rational beauty are revealed to us.
Can we imagine what the unnoticed flower, the lily, spoke to the heart and eyes of the Lord, when He cast down before it all the glory of Solomon?
And this spiritually revealed world of beauty and higher life is not an illusion or a poet's fantasy. It exists. It really exists behind the same forms and the same nature which surround us.
What for the poets of this world is only an idea, a dream, is for the Christian not of this world a higher real actuality, in a still more illumined form. In it he lives.
It is hidden from bodily eyes and impure hearts. It cannot be expressed in coarse human language, or represented by pale earthly colors.
We are not of this world. Yet this does not mean that we must inwardly estrange ourselves from the people with whom actual life brings us together, and dream of other beings more suited to our ideal.
Yes, we must be as far as possible from everything evil, both in ourselves and in others. Our duty is to struggle against it unceasingly and mercilessly.
But this evil is precisely what estranges people from one another and produces hostility and disorder among them. By withdrawing from it, the Christian leaves this elemental world, where people are mutual enemies, for that world where they can be friends and brothers.
Yet that world is not in the dreamy heights of fantasy. It is precisely in the very same environment and in the very same people among whom we live.
However much they may be hostile among themselves, they still feel that there is in them a certain higher world of good feelings: love, truth, goodwill, and self-sacrifice.
Outwardly, and by the inertia of the passions, they wage a cruel mutual warfare. Yet inwardly they cannot but honor the one common shrine of all, which invisibly and inaudibly penetrates the very depth of their sinful souls.
In this real shrine of the real people around us lies that world in which we, as Christians, must live.
People of this world think this shrine is only a dream, only a nonexistent ideal. They think it exists only in each person's private fantasy and good impulses, and has in itself nothing truly authoritative and real.
It colors this heavy and prosaic life with its dreams, but it is itself only a dream and nothing more. A man dies, the body disperses, and the dream disappears like mist.
The Christian directly experiences in his spirit the reality of this shrine. He feels that this world of love and harmony already exists. It already is in the depth of the spirit in each of those around him. One need only wish and know how to enter it.
He is aware that this is not merely his own creation, nor only his good impulse. It is a far more objective and eternal reality than everything else visibly set before us.
He penetrates to that inner depth where the people hostile around him have come together by roots of their spiritual being unknown to themselves, and are immersed in the grace-filled peace of the heavenly kingdom.
This world is within them, but so deeply, and behind so many veils and masks often woven by themselves, that they do not know it well. They do not fully feel the whole beauty and power of its entirely real life.
The Christian sees it and goes toward it.
The Christian must thirst wholly for this inner kingdom. Yet this does not mean that he must therefore be inertly inactive or idly dreaming in this world.
The grace-filled life of heaven is revealed to us according to the free illumination of the earth. To make one's soul and body pure and holy is the surest and proper path to the kingdom not of this world.
It means raising the nature around us toward its most perfect forms, illuminating the whole sphere of concrete life given to us, and vivifying our neighbors by the breath which we ourselves receive from above.
It means giving them the joy and grace which embrace us, opening in them the heaven that has opened in us, and giving them our life, so that it may be reborn and blossom in them.
In brief, it means imitating Christ, the Apostles, the holy hierarchs, and the martyrs.
Thus the believer in that kingdom enters into the most inward communion with the people around him, even though they often do not know it. He does not seek apart from them the heaven to which he is called, but in them and through them.
He goes toward that world through active communion with the neighbors of this world, whether in the sphere of thought, deed, or invisible prayer and love.
What may seem to be the Christian's solitude is only appearance. He is closer to his neighbors than the neighbors are to one another and to themselves.
He does not dream, but really lives in that actual world which our earthly dreams hide from our spirit. His kingdom is not of this world. It is not in a misty distance of times and spaces.
It is not in the abstract emptiness of inventions and phantoms, as with earthly poets and thinkers. It is now, at this moment, in this small space, in this environment, among these neighbors.
Through them, in their own depth, he sees the illumined and wondrous world of that kingdom of all beauty, life, and harmony. It always embraces them, but they cannot enter it.
They glide irresistibly over the shining surface of this world, into the unfolding series of grand external perspectives set before them.
"The kingdom of God is within you" (Lk 17:21).