John Chrysostom
Do not lament, "Why am I not wealthy?" or think, "Were I wealthy, I would share with the needy." You do not truly know if, given wealth, you might become more greedy. You express this now, but the reality of possessing riches may alter your perspective. In times of abundance, we believe we can fast, yet soon after, other desires can arise within us. Similarly, when we are not overcome by the spirit of drunkenness, we might think we can master this temptation; however, once we yield to it, we lose that conviction. Do not claim, "Why do I lack the gift of teaching?" or, "If I had this gift, I would uplift many." You cannot be certain that such a gift would not lead to your own condemnation or make you envious or lazy, perhaps even causing you to hide that talent.
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Now, free from such burdens, if you do not offer a portion of your anguish, you cannot be condemned; otherwise, you would have been guilty of many faults. Yet, even now, you possess some ability. In small matters, demonstrate what you would be capable of if you had more. The Lord says, "He that is unfaithful in a little is unfaithful also in much... who will trust you?" Reflect on the widow; she offered two small coins and gave everything she had. If you desire wealth, show that you regard small things lightly, so that I may trust you with greater gifts; if you do not scorn the little, then you will certainly not disdain the great. Regarding the gift of speech, prove that you will use it responsibly for encouragement and persuasion. Even if you lack grand eloquence or an abundance of ideas, you understand fundamental truths; you have a son, a neighbor, a friend, a brother, and relatives. If you cannot deliver a lengthy discourse before the congregation, you can still encourage them privately. There is no requirement for harsh words or lengthy addresses; demonstrate through your actions that should you possess the gift of speech, you would be diligent. But if you lack commitment in minor matters, how can I trust you with significant ones?