Thus, those whom He has healed from their afflictions, He also nourishes with spiritual sustenance, for one cannot partake of Christ’s bread without first being healed. This is illustrated in the parable where those invited to the banquet arrive before they have been healed. If a person was lame, they received the strength to walk so they could attend the feast; if they were blind, their sight was restored, for without it, one cannot enter the house of the Lord.
A certain order is maintained: first, through forgiveness of sins, afflictions are mended, after which the heavenly banquet is made abundant. However, this multitude has not yet partaken of solid nourishment, nor has the Body and Blood of Christ entered into their hearts, which lack strong faith. As it is written, "I fed you with milk, and not with solid food, for you were not able to receive it, and even now you are not able." The five loaves are akin to milk, while the Body of Christ represents the solid food, and His Blood is the stronger drink. We don't begin by consuming everything at once; first, we drink of the Word, as Scripture states. There is a sequence: first, five loaves; later, seven.
Let us not turn away from the Lord, who graciously provides according to our capacity. The hearty fare is not burdensome to the strong, just as the gentle fare does not leave the weak unsatisfied, for the weak may partake of vegetables. Those who have moved beyond their frailty can partake of the five loaves and two fish. If they hesitate to ask for sustenance, they should abandon their own hindrances, turn to the Word of God, and upon hearing it, they will find fulfillment. The apostles identified a man in need, though they didn't fully grasp his hunger; Christ, however, understood that he craved not the food of this world, but the nourishment only He can provide. He said, "I do not want to send them away hungry, lest they faint on the way." The Lord desires effort from us, yet He also endows us with strength.
Oh, Lord Jesus, may You grant these men sustenance, filling them with Your nourishment so that they might not fear the frailty of hunger! If You would say regarding us, "I do not want to let them go hungry," show us why. You have already revealed your reason: if anyone goes hungry, they will faint on their journey, losing strength before reaching the culmination of life, before embracing You, the Christ who was sent from the Father and descended into the world.
To prevent them from becoming weary on their path, He commanded, "Give them something to eat." They replied, "We possess only five loaves and two fish; should we purchase food for all these people?" The apostles had yet to realize that the bread of the faithful is not a commodity. Christ knew well that we need redemption, and His food cannot be bought. While the disciples lacked food that could redeem us, they already possessed sustenance that could empower us, for “bread strengthens the heart of man.” Thus, the Lord is compassionate, ensuring that no one falters on their journey.
If anyone feels weary, it is not due to the Lord; rather, it is because of oneself. You cannot blame the Lord who remains steadfast in His judgment. What will you say to Him who has endowed you with strength? Did He not create you and nourish you? His sustenance is invigorating; His provision is powerful. If you squander the strength you've been granted through negligence, it indicates a deficiency in your own soul, not in the divine food provided. The Lord bestows His grace upon both the righteous and the unrighteous.
By the virtue of sacred sustenance, Elijah, though weary, traveled for forty days, sustained by food given to him by an angel. However, if Christ feeds you and you safeguard the nourishment received, you will not merely walk for forty days, but rather, like examples from Scripture, for forty years after departing from Egypt until you reach a land overflowing with abundance, which the Lord promised to deliver to His people. Seek the strength of that promised land, which belongs to the gentle. I do not refer to this parched earth, but to that which Christ nurtures, a realm ruled by the eternal Sovereign, inhabited by many saints.
Thus, the Lord Jesus provides sustenance, denying no one. When He breaks the bread and distributes it to His disciples, if you do not extend your hand to receive, you risk weakening on your journey, and cannot cast blame on the One who shows mercy. He distributes to those who remain with Him even in the wilderness, as it is written, "I have compassion for the crowd, for they have been with me three days." What great mercy and compassion He displays! He does not wish to send them away hungry, fearing they might grow faint on their journey.
Do not grow weary of God’s teachings, nor become disheartened by His rebukes. Do not let fatigue overwhelm you now, lest you find yourself powerless later. What will you offer Him or how will you justify yourself if you neglect the strength of the nourishment He provides? You cannot argue that He has withheld sustenance, for He offers it to everyone. You cannot assert that He is unwilling to guide you in goodness, having placed before you the choice between good and evil, allowing your virtuous choices to be freely made rather than compelled.
There is a distinct difference between acting against your will out of necessity and choosing goodness willingly, for should you undertake your duties involuntarily, you are merely fulfilling an obligation, while voluntary actions invite reward. Remember, we will stand before Christ for judgment, having nothing to offer as justification. He will question us as He has declared through the prophet, "My people, what have I done to you? In what way have I wearied you? Answer Me!" He will inquire of the one who becomes weary on their path, "Why are you faltering? Have I not created the loaves, blessed them, and commanded their distribution? Why did you not wish to receive them?" How many here will feel weary on their journey after these teachings? They should be treated as nourishment, for no one can claim Jesus as Lord except by the Holy Spirit. How many, I wonder, will become weary and, led by their desires, stray into the misguided paths? If even one does! Yet, Jesus is not to blame for the weariness, even if but one person feels it. He distributes bread to all who follow Him, whether it is five thousand or four thousand.