Thus, those whom He healed from their afflictions were also nourished with spiritual sustenance, for one cannot partake in the bread of Christ until after being made whole, and those summoned to a feast before receiving healing are mistaken. If a person was disabled, he gained the strength to walk, allowing him to attend the banquet; if he lacked sight, it was restored to him, as entry into the Lord’s house requires vision.
A divine order is consistently displayed: first, sins are forgiven, leading to the healing of wounds, and subsequently, the bounty of the heavenly feast is made available. This multitude has yet to partake of solid nourishment, nor is the Body and Blood of Christ provided to those whose faith lacks substance. It is written, "I fed you with milk, and not with solid food, for you were not yet able to receive it" (1 Cor. 3:2). The five loaves symbolize milk, while the more substantial food represents the Body of Christ, and the stronger drink signifies the Blood of the Lord. We do not immediately consume everything at once; first, we are instructed to drink this (Is. 8:23). There is a sequence to our intake: initially, we consume the five loaves, then the seven.
Let us not forsake the Lord, who feeds us according to our capacity. Solid food does not burden the strong, and the gentle nourishment does not leave the weak wanting; for the weak should partake of vegetables (Romans 14:2). Yet, those who have overcome their weaknesses may indulge in the five loaves and two fish. If one hesitates to ask for nourishment, let him, setting aside his own desires, hasten to the Word of God, and as he begins to listen, he will be filled. The apostles noticed a man's hunger, though they were unaware of what he truly craved; Christ, however, understood that he sought not the sustenance of this world, but the food that comes from Him. And He expressed His concern, saying, "I do not want to let them go hungry, lest they become weak on the way" (Matthew 15:32). The Lord requires effort, but He also provides strength.
Oh, if only, Lord Jesus, You would not allow these men, like me, to go hungry, but instead feed them with Your nourishment, so that they might be emboldened and unafraid of hunger! If You had declared concerning us, “I do not want to let them go hungry” (Matthew 15:32)! Provide a reason for this compassion. And indeed, You have already given it: for anyone who is allowed to go hungry will become weak on their journey of earthly existence, before reaching the destination set by the Father, before recognizing that Christ is from the Father and that the Christ who descended is the same as the one who ascended.
Thus, to prevent them from growing fatigued, He instructed, “Give them something to eat.” They responded, “We have no more than five loaves and two fish; shall we go purchase food for all these people?” (Luke 9:13). The apostles had yet to realize that the bread meant for the faithful is not for sale. Christ fully understood that we are in need of redemption, and that His sustenance requires no cost. The disciples may not yet have possessed that which could redeem us, but they did have the provision meant to satisfy us. For it is written, "bread strengthens the heart of man" (Psalm 103:5). Thus, the Lord shows mercy that none may falter on their journey. Therefore, if one is weary, it is not due to the Lord Jesus, but rather his own doing, and one cannot blame the Lord, who prevails in judgment.
What will you say to Him who has empowered you and strengthened you? Did He not bring you forth and sustain you? His nourishment is your strength. Should you falter in the strength received through neglect, it reveals a lack of diligence within your own spirit, not a deficiency in the divine sustenance. The Lord provides for both the just and unjust alike (Matthew 5:45).
By the power of holy nourishment, Elijah, weary in his journey, traveled forty days, fed by an angel’s ministrations (3 Kings 19:5-8). But if Christ nourishes you and you safeguard the gift received, you will not merely walk for forty days and nights; rather, you could journey for forty years after exiting Egypt until reaching a land of abundance, a land flowing with milk and honey, promised by the Lord (Ex. 3:18; Ex. 13:5; Lk. 1:73; Acts 7:36; 2 Ezra 9:21). Seek the strength of the inheritance promised to the meek, not of this arid earth (Mt. 12:43), but of what Christ nourishes, sustained under the reign of the eternal King and inhabited by multitudes of saints.
Thus, the Lord Jesus distributes nourishment, withholding from none; He is a provider to all. When He breaks bread and gives it to His disciples, if you do not extend your hand to receive it, you will weaken on your path and cannot shift the blame to Him who shows mercy. The early Church custom is reflected here, where the faithful received the Gift in their cupped hands. He shares with those who remain with Him even amidst trials, not departing after the first, second or third day. It is written, “I have compassion for the crowd, because they have been with Me for three days” (Matthew 15:32). What compassion and humanity He exhibits! He does not wish for them to go hungry, fearing they may grow weak on their journey.
Do not tire of God's instruction, nor grow weary when He corrects you. Do not become weary now, lest you lack strength later. What will be your response or explanation if you squander the strength derived from the nourishment He provides? You cannot claim that He has withheld food, for it is freely given to all (Psalm 135:25). You cannot argue that He has failed to direct you towards goodness, as He has set before you the choice of good and evil (Gen. 2:9, 17), ensuring that your good deeds stem not from coercion, but from willingness (Phlm. 1:14). There exists a vast difference between acting out of necessity and choosing goodness freely; should I perform a task involuntarily, I am merely fulfilling a duty, but when I act willingly, I am promised a reward (1 Cor. 9:17).
Let us remember that we shall stand before Christ’s judgment (Rom. 14:10; 1 Cor. 3:15). We will be without excuses. He will remind us of what He has already conveyed through the prophet: “My people, what have I done to you, or in what way have I troubled you? Answer Me!” (Micah 6:3). He will question the one weak on the way, “Why are you fainting along the journey? Have I not created the loaves, blessed them, and commanded their distribution? Why did you not receive them?” How many will find themselves weakened on the road after these words. These reflections should be seen as bread, for no one can declare Jesus as Lord except through the Holy Spirit (1 Cor. 12:3). How many, I ask, will stumble, maybe even just one, as love leads them astray into the distorted ways of the world? But Jesus is not the cause of anyone’s weariness, even if a few grow tired. He distributes bread to all who follow Him, whether five thousand or four thousand.