It is clear that in imparting new directives to His followers, He stated: "Anyone of you who does not renounce all his possessions cannot be My disciple" (Luke 14:33). This indicates that in the former life, one may have coveted others' belongings, while in the fervor of the new life, one is called to give selflessly of his own.
In today's reading, He teaches that to follow Him, one must deny oneself. This statement underscores the need to forsake not only material possessions but also one's very self. It may be easier for a person to relinquish his belongings than to abandon his own identity. Surrendering material goods may seem manageable, but relinquishing one's essence is a profound challenge. The Lord instructs those who approach Him to abandon their worldly possessions, as we engage in a spiritual battle against malevolent forces. These spirits own nothing in this earthly realm; thus, the naked must contend with the naked. A person who is clothed will surely falter against the naked, as his possessions can become points of vulnerability. Earthly items serve merely as coverings. Therefore, one preparing for spiritual warfare must shed these garments, lest he be ensnared by the very pleasures he clings to.
However, mere abandonment of possessions is insufficient if one does not also let go of the self. What does it mean to forsake oneself? If we depart from our true selves, where exactly do we go? Who continues to live if we turn away from our identity? The truth is that we often fall into sin and stray from our original design. Consider a proud person who turns to Christ; he becomes humble and leaves behind his former self. A person who once indulged in luxury transitions to a disciplined life; he has renounced his previous tendencies. Similarly, a greedy individual who learns to share rather than rob demonstrates a changed self. Although their essence remains unchanged, their wickedness has diminished. Thus, it is stated, "The wicked shall be converted, and he shall be cast away" (Proverbs 12:7). The transformed wicked do not cease to exist in being, but they no longer exist in guilt.
We forsake and deny ourselves when we move away from our former state and pursue the new life to which we are called. Consider how Paul portrayed this transformation when he said, "But I live not unto this cause" (Galatians 2:20). In this way, the once fierce persecutor fades away, making way for a devoted preacher. Had he retained his former self, his sanctity would be in question. Those who claim they no longer live must reflect on how the sacred truths are still echoed in their teachings—Paul follows with the declaration: "but Christ lives in me" (Ibid.). This implies that though he has stepped aside from his old self, he is not dead in essence; rather, he exists fully in Christ.
Let the truth thus proclaim, "If any man desires to walk after Me, let him deny himself." For without retreating from our own selves, we cannot approach Him who is above us nor receive the blessings awaiting us on the other side, unless we are willing to slay our former selves. Just as plants are uprooted to be replanted for growth, the seeds must die in their earthly state to flourish anew. They lose their former selves to manifest what they were meant to become. Those who have renounced vice must now seek virtue to thrive. When the call is issued that if anyone wishes to follow Him, he must deny himself, it is immediately followed by, "And let him take up his cross, and follow Me." The cross can be embraced through physical sacrifice or through the heart's compassion for others.
Reflect on Paul, who stated, "I mortify my body and enslave it, so that I may not, when I preach to others, myself be excluded" (1 Corinthians 9:27). Here we recognize the physical cross, linked to the denial of the flesh; yet, we must also acknowledge the mental cross, which involves extending compassion towards others. He expresses, "Whoever is weary, and I am not weary; whoever is tempted, and I am not overwhelmed" (2 Cor. 11:29). The epitome of a preacher exemplifies temperance, wearing the physical cross while sharing in the burdens of others’ weaknesses through the compassion in his heart.
Some vices hide behind virtues, so we must discern which vices are adjacent to the physical temperance and which align with the emotional compassion of the soul. In the realm of bodily self-denial, there can arise a temptation towards vain glory. Observers may admire the outward signs of piety, like emaciation or pallor, leading to approval not for genuine virtue but superficial admiration. This is metaphorically illustrated by Simon, who, compelled along the way (Matthew 27:32), bears the Lord’s Cross. Those who engage in acts for the sake of vanity carry burdens that mask their true intentions. Simon embodies those who may abstain from indulgence yet remain trapped in their pride, performing seemingly virtuous deeds without real inner change.
Why does Simon bear the cross yet not perish? Because vanity disables true self-denial. The faint-hearted may exhaust their bodies through abstinence, yet they remain alive to worldly glamor. Similarly, a facade of compassion may sometimes harbor a false love that becomes leniency towards sin, where genuine compassion should instead invoke justice. Our love must be directed toward the individual, appreciating the goodness of creation while denouncing the wrongdoing. This balance is crucial; neglecting justice can lead to a false sense of compassion, veering us away from righteous love.