John Chrysostom
Let us examine how he conceals his wound. It is recorded, “I fell..., at his feet, bowing down to him, saying: 'Sovereign, bear with me, and I will pay you everything.'” He did not claim he lacked the means; rather, it is typical for those in debt to promise repayment, even when they are unable to fulfill such a commitment, merely to escape dire circumstances. Let all of us, who may neglect prayer, recognize the significance of prayer. This debtor displayed no signs of fasting, celibacy, or any other virtue; however, despite being destitute and devoid of merit, he still gained his master's favor upon making his request. Let us not lose heart in our prayers.
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Who could be considered more sinful than this debtor, burdened with numerous transgressions and void of any good deed, large or small? Yet he did not allow himself to think, 'I lack the confidence; I am overwhelmed with shame; how can I approach? How can I plead?' Many who sin are tormented by the fear instilled by the adversary. Do you lack confidence? Come forth, and you will find great confidence. The one who wishes to reconcile with you is not a man before whom you should feel shame; it is God, who longs even more than you do to liberate you from your sins. Your desire for salvation is not as significant as His yearning for your redemption, a truth demonstrated through His actions. Do you lack boldness? That is precisely why you can be bold because of your humble mindset; the greatest confidence lies in not believing oneself to be confident, while the greatest shame comes from attempting to justify oneself before the Lord. Though this person may appear unclean, he is holier than anyone else; conversely, the one who sees himself as the least among all achieves righteousness. The Pharisee and the tax collector stand as testimony to what I express. Let us not succumb to despair over our sins or feel discouraged; rather, let us approach God with humility. Let us fall down and implore Him, just as the debtor did in his prior good intentions. His refusal to lose hope, his confession of sins, and his request for mercy and patience—all of this reflects a contrite heart and a spirit of humility.