John Chrysostom
When did this happen? It was when the Lord admonished those striving for prominence. As Christ was delivering His judgment upon them, the others did not express anger; instead, they observed their own favor and remained subdued, filled with a sense of shame and respect for the Master. Even if they felt inner turmoil, they did not dare to voice it. Similarly, when Peter presented two didrachmas, although others regarded him superficially, they were not resentful but merely inquired, "Who is the greatest?" (Matthew 18:1). Yet in this instance, when the disciples themselves posed the question, they felt animosity toward them. Even then, their indignation did not emerge until Christ challenged them, stating they could not attain preeminence unless they demonstrated their worthiness for it.
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Can you perceive how flawed they all were, including those two who aspired to rise above the ten, and those who envied them? However, as I mentioned, examine their later lives, and you will observe their liberation from such passions. Consider how the same John, who initially approached Jesus seeking prominence, later consistently honors Peter in both preaching and miracles, as shown in the Acts of the Apostles. He does not hide his notable achievements but highlights Peter’s confession, made when others were silent, and his entrance into the tomb, thus placing this apostle above himself. During the time of the Crucifixion, John, putting aside his own renown, states, "But that disciple was known to the high priest" (John 18:15). Concerning James, though his life was short, he was on fire with zeal from the beginning, disregarding all earthly matters and reaching extraordinary glory, ultimately being honored with martyrdom. Therefore, they all later achieved maturity in every virtue, though at that moment they were filled with resentment.