Cyrill of Alexandria
Palladius: How shall we regard those who desire to serve God yet are not fully committed to the task, faltering due to their weakness and shunning what demands effort?
Cyril: There are individuals who are slow to approach the thoughts that please God, failing to fully commit their minds to a life worthy of the saints. These people dedicate only a fraction of their innate diligence and zeal to divine love, while the majority of their energy is squandered openly on the distractions of this world, engaging in trivial pursuits and burdensome worries. Such individuals resemble the descendants of Reuben and Gad, of whom it is written in the Book of Numbers: (Num. 32: 1-7).
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After rebuking their ancestors for their disobedience and noting the consequence they faced, as they ‘died in the wilderness’ (Num. 5: 4), never having set eyes on the Promised Land, he continues: (Num. 32: 14-19). It is evident that these individuals, out of love for their livestock and families, refused to cross the Jordan. They chose to forsake battles entirely, unwilling to join others in the glory and hope of future blessings. To them, it appeared best to avoid the Jordan’s waters and remain dry, a metaphor for some who live overwhelmed by present concerns, devoting their hearts to earthly matters, and neglecting what is divine. As it is written, ‘many are called, but few are chosen’ (Matthew 20:16). These individuals may find themselves among the called by faith, yet not among the elect, due to their penchant for pleasure. They remain hesitant even regarding the grace of holy baptism, fearful of the labor required for God’s glory and their own wellbeing, just like the saints, and reluctant to face persecution alongside the faithful, even in favorable circumstances. Now, consider deeply the elegance of what has been revealed.
Palladius: In what manner?
Cyril: Those who displayed apathy toward greater things for the sake of flocks and families—those were Reuben and Gad.
Palladius: And what of their significance?
Cyril: One was Jacob’s firstborn, while the other was born of Zilpah, his maidservant.
Palladius: Indeed.
Cyril: Thus, the firstborn in faith and calling are those who have received from God, to the extent of their capacity, a gracious inheritance, yet they have not shown themselves to be zealous for freedom, hindered instead by their inclinations toward shameful pursuits. We refer to ‘the church of the firstborn’ written in heaven, namely those justified by faith (Hebrews 12:23). Conversely, a lack of desire for liberty is an ally to those who submit themselves to the disgrace of bondage.
Palladius: You have expressed this insight wonderfully.