Augustine of Hippo
I experience suffering here as if You have overlooked me. Yet, I recognize that You are testing me, and I understand that Your delays do not signify the loss of what You have promised. Nevertheless, I still wonder, why have You forgotten me? This cry echoes that of our Leader, who speaks on our behalf: "My God, my God, why hast Thou forsaken me?" I appeal to God, You lift me up; why do You overlook me? Why have You turned away from me? To be turned away, that is, from the height of understanding the eternal Truth. Why have You cast me aside? Why, while I yearn for it, am I burdened and weighed down by my sins?
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Another voice similarly lamented: “I said in a frenzy (in rapture upon witnessing remarkable wonders), I said in a frenzy: I am cast out of the sight of Thy eyes.” For he contrasted his present condition with the elevation from which he had once been taken, realizing he was distanced from God’s gaze, and thus he asks, "Why hast Thou rejected me?" Why do I wander in sorrow while my adversary afflicts me, breaking my bones? Even my tempter, the devil, intensifies his assaults, and offenses multiply, causing love to grow cold among many (Matt. 24:12). When we observe even the strong members giving in to these trials, does not the body of Christ cry out, "The enemy breaks my bones?" For strong members can be seen as bones; indeed, even the mightiest can falter under temptation. Any member of the Body of Christ who contemplates this will surely lament with the voice of the Body, asking, "Why hast Thou rejected me?" Why do I wander in grief when my adversary afflicts me, when he breaks my bones? You witness not only my flesh but also my bones. Observe those once thought strong who succumb to temptation, leading the weaker brethren to despair when they see the strong fall; how perilous, my brothers, is this situation!