Ephraem the Syrian
Should you forsake the grace of the Lord, you will not revert to the self-perception you once held prior to entering monastic life. Instead, in the eyes of your neighbors, your friends, and family, you may appear as one who betrayed the faith, for who urged you to undertake a journey you were unable to follow through? Isn’t this what the law expresses? It is written in the law, if anyone is ‘fearful and weak in heart,’ let him refrain from joining the battle, ‘and let him return to his house, lest he dishearten his brother.’ Word 90. To the monk who has succumbed to despair.