John Chrysostom
"I will not hold back my grievances against you," he declares, "for I am unaware of the accusations you make against me. Instead, I wish to express that I endure afflictions that are more severe than my own capacity to endure. The depth of my anguish surpasses the resilience of human flesh." Notice that even amidst such intense suffering, he refrains from mentioning his good deeds, choosing to keep them hidden. He openly confesses his transgressions to the assembly and in front of esteemed witnesses, yet remains silent about his virtuous actions, despite his immense suffering. He does not claim, "I am justified in my trials," but rather states, "I cannot withstand it," echoing David's plea, "Have mercy on me, for I am weak" (Psalm 6:3).