In this action we must consider what power of love inflamed this woman's soul. She did not depart from the Lord's tomb even when the disciples had gone away. She seeks Him Whom she did not find.
While seeking, she wept. Inflamed by the fire of her love, she burned with desire for Him Whom she believed had been taken away. Therefore it happened that she alone then saw Him, because she remained to seek Him.
For the strength of a good work consists precisely in perseverance. By the voice of the Truth it is declared: "He who endures to the end will be saved" (Mt 10:22; 24:13).
By the commandment of the Law, the tail of the sacrifice is ordered to be offered (Lev 3:9). The tail is the end of the body. He offers sacrifice well who brings the sacrifice of a good work to the end of proper action.
Therefore Joseph is described among his brothers as having a garment reaching to the heels (Gen 37:3, Vulgate). A garment reaching to the heels is a good work brought to completion.
But Mary, while she was weeping, stooped and looked into the tomb. It is known that she had already seen the tomb empty. She had already announced that the Lord had been taken away.
What then does it mean that she stoops again and again desires to see? For one who loves, it is not enough to look once. The power of love increases the effort of seeking.
Therefore she sought before and did not find. She continued seeking and found. It happened that unsatisfied desires increased, and having increased, they received what they found.
For this reason the Church speaks of the same Bridegroom in the Song of Songs: "On my bed by night I sought Him Whom my soul loves. I sought Him, but found Him not. I will rise now and go about the city, through the streets and squares. I will seek Him Whom my soul loves. I sought Him, but found Him not" (Song 3:1-2).
She doubles the unsuccessful seeking when she says, "I sought Him, but found Him not." Yet because finding is not far away if seeking is not interrupted, she adds: "The watchmen who go about the city found me. Have you seen Him Whom my soul loves? Scarcely had I passed from them when I found Him Whom my soul loves. I held Him and would not let Him go, until I had brought Him into my mother's house and into the chamber of her who conceived me" (Song 3:3-4).
We seek the Beloved on the bed when, in a certain rest of this present life, we are drawn by desire toward our Savior. We seek Him at night because, although the mind keeps vigil in Him, the eye has darkness.
But one who does not find his Beloved must rise and go about the city. That is, he must run through the holy Church with his mind, seeking the elect.
He must be sought in the streets and squares. That is, attention must be given to those walking both the narrow and the broad way, in order to seek His traces, if they can be found.
For there are some, even in worldly life, who possess something worthy of imitation in the practice of virtue.
While seeking, we find the watchmen who guard the city. The holy Fathers, who preserve the condition of the Church, assist our good desires, since they teach us either by word or by writing.
When we have passed a little beyond them, then we find Him Whom we love. For our Redeemer, though according to His humanity He was a man among men, according to His Godhead is above men.
Thus, when the watchmen are passed, the Beloved is found. When we perceive that the Prophets and Apostles were beneath Him, then we understand that He Who by nature is God is above men.
Therefore the Unfound is first sought, so that, once found, He may afterward be held more carefully. Holy desires grow through delay. But if they weaken through delay, they were not desires.
He who could belong to the Truth is inflamed by this love. Therefore David says: "My soul thirsts for the mighty, living God. When shall I come and appear before the face of God?" (Ps 41:3).
Therefore he exhorts us, saying: "Seek His face always" (Ps 104:4). Therefore the Prophet says: "With my soul I have desired You in the night, and with my spirit within me I will seek You early. For when Your judgments are on the earth, the inhabitants of the world learn righteousness" (Isa 26:9).
Therefore the Church again says in the Song of Songs: "I am faint with love" (Song 5:8). It is fitting that she who bears in her breast the wound of love from the flame of desire for Him should pass from seeing the Physician to salvation.
Therefore she says again: "My soul failed within me when He spoke" (Song 5:6). For the soul of a man who does not seek the face of his Creator is exceedingly coarse. It therefore remains cold within itself.
But if it has already begun to burn with desire to follow Him Whom it loves, it runs, being melted by the fire of love. Through desire it becomes hungry. Everything that pleased it in the world becomes slight.
Nothing pleases it except the Creator. What formerly delighted the soul afterward becomes exceedingly burdensome to it. Nothing soothes its grief until it beholds Him Whom it desires.
The spirit grieves, and light itself is hateful. By this fire the rust of guilt is consumed in the spirit, and the soul is melted like gold. Through use it had lost its beauty, but through burning it became bright.