John Chrysostom
From this it is clear that I wrote without partiality. If, in such abundance, I did not say even as much as others, but passed over the greater part of it, then my writing is plainly without flattery.
Instead, I set forth the plots of the Jews. I told how they threw stones at Him, hated Him, insulted and reviled Him, and even called Him possessed and a deceiver.
One who flatters usually does the very opposite. He hides everything shameful and sets forth the brilliant deeds.
This is why, having written what he wrote with complete confidence, he does not refuse to set forth his own testimony. He invites us to examine and investigate each event separately.
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For we too, when we regard something as unquestionably true, do not refuse to bear our own testimony concerning it. If we do this, how much more did he, who wrote by the inspiration of the Spirit?
The other Apostles also spoke in this way when they preached: "We are witnesses" of what we proclaim, and "so is the Spirit whom God has given to those who obey Him" (Acts 5:32).
Moreover, John was present at all the events. He did not leave Christ even during the Crucifixion, and the Mother was entrusted to him. All this is a sign that Christ loved him and that he knew everything exactly.
If he said that so many signs were performed, do not marvel at this. Consider the ineffable power of the One who performed them, and receive what is said with faith.
As it is easy for us to speak, so, or far more easily, it was for Him to do whatever He willed. It was enough for Him to will, and everything was accomplished.
Let us, then, carefully attend to what has been said, and let us not cease reading and explaining it. From frequent reading we shall receive great benefit. Through it we shall be able to purify our life and destroy the thorns within ourselves.
Such, indeed, are sins and worldly cares. They are fruitless and painful. Just as a thorn wounds the one who touches it from whatever side, so worldly affairs always bring sorrow upon the one who binds himself to them and cares for them.
Spiritual things are not like this. On the contrary, they resemble a precious stone, which delights the eye from whatever side one turns it.
For example, has someone given alms? He is not only nourished by hope for the future, but also enjoys blessings here. He fears nothing and acts with great boldness.
Has someone overcome an evil cultivation? Even before the coming of the kingdom, he already receives fruit here. He hears praise and approval from all, and before all from his own conscience.
So it is with every good deed. Evil deeds, however, even before Gehenna, already torment the conscience here.
If you sin, and think about the future, you are struck with fear and trembling, even though no one punishes you. If you think about the present, you have many enemies and live in suspicion. You cannot even look straight at those who have offended you, or rather, even at those who have not offended you.
From sin we receive not so much pleasure as sorrow. Here conscience cries out, outsiders condemn, God is angered, Gehenna threatens to swallow us, and thoughts cannot find rest.
Sin is heavy, truly heavy and unbearable, heavier than any lead. Whoever is conscious of it in himself cannot look straight ahead at all, even if he is very insensitive.
Thus Ahab, though he was exceedingly impious, went with his head bowed when he felt his sin. He was contrite and sorrowful. Therefore he put sackcloth on himself and poured out streams of tears.
If we also do this, if we weep like Ahab and cast off our sins like Zacchaeus, then we too shall receive forgiveness.
With swellings and ulcers, no matter how many medicines one applies, everything is useless unless one first stops the matter flowing in and inflaming the wound. The source of the evil has not been stopped.
So it is with us. If we do not restrain our hands from covetousness and break off this unclean stream, then even if we begin to give alms, everything will be useless.
What almsgiving heals, covetousness will flood, spoil, and make still worse. Let us first cease from plundering, and then begin to give alms.
But if we ourselves are rushing into the abyss, where shall we have the possibility of stopping? When one person pulls a falling man upward, which is what almsgiving does, while another drags him downward, nothing comes from such a struggle except that the man is torn apart.
Therefore let us not suffer this. Let almsgiving not leave and abandon us while covetousness drags us downward. Let us lighten ourselves and soar upward.
Then, having been freed from evil deeds and made perfect through the practice of good deeds, we shall be counted worthy of eternal blessings. This will be by the grace and love for mankind of our Lord Jesus Christ, with whom to the Father and the Holy Spirit be glory, dominion, and honor, now and ever, and unto the ages of ages. Amen.