Why do you question that it is I and not merely My Spirit? Why do such thoughts arise in your hearts? Behold My hands and My feet; it is indeed I; touch Me, if you doubt My words, and investigate; surely this will alleviate your uncertainties; for a spirit does not possess flesh and bones, as you see that I have.” Having spoken thus, He displayed His hands and feet, and as recorded by the gospel writer John, even His side (John 20:20). The apostles, still gripped by disbelief, drew closer to Jesus, touched Him, and by feeling His flesh and bones, they became assured that it was not a Spirit, but the Lord Jesus Christ Himself. Their certainty in having touched Him is affirmed by the Apostle and Evangelist John in his first epistle: “That which was from the beginning, which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes, which we have looked upon, and our hands have handled” (1 John 1:1). They examined and touched Him, yet their belief was not fully formed; they rejoiced and marveled instead. To provide them further reassurance that He was not a mere Spirit, Jesus inquired, “Do you have anything to eat?” They offered Him a piece of broiled fish and a honeycomb. He took the food and ate it in their presence.
The deep-seated disbelief of the apostles concerning the resurrection and the explicit proof they desired to dispel their skepticism is telling. Yet, some claim that the apostles were so desperate to see their Master resurrected that they created a false vision in their minds. Can we really attribute to the apostles a disorder of the imagination when they dismissed the testimonies of the women and the two disciples who had encountered the risen Lord, and only came to recognize His resurrection through tactile confirmation—by touching His body and witnessing Him consume fish and honey before them? This unwillingness to believe, alongside their demands for tangible proof, points to a significant unfolding of God’s divine purpose. It was God’s intention for the apostles to gradually develop a conscious faith in Jesus Christ as the Son of God, so they would be equipped to spread His teachings throughout the world, possessing a faith untainted by doubt, one that would radiate through them and their successors to all nations. Presently, blind faith may be embraced by Christians, as doubts have been resolutely dispelled and the truth of the two natures of Christ has been validated. However, during that time, when the message of the cross was a stumbling block for both Jews and Greeks, the apostles could not have accomplished their mission through blind faith alone. They required a conscious belief—one that engaged not only the heart but also the mind, a journey achieved through their prior disbelief and lingering uncertainties.