Thus, those He has healed from their sufferings are also fed with spiritual sustenance, for one cannot partake of Christ's bread until they have been restored. Those invited to the feast who arrive before their healing receive no nourishment. If a man was unable to walk, he was granted the ability to come to the feast; if he was blind, his sight was restored, for without vision, one cannot enter the house of the Lord.
A profound order is evident: first, through the forgiveness of sins, the physical ailments are addressed, and then the bounty of the heavenly feast is provided. However, the crowd is not yet ready for solid food, nor are the Body and Blood of Christ given to hearts that are weak in faith. It is stated, "I fed you with milk, and not with solid food, for you were not yet able" (1 Cor. 3:2). The five loaves symbolize milk, while the more substantial food represents the Body of Christ, and the richer drink signifies the Blood of the Lord. Not all food is consumed at once; first one must drink (Is. 8:23), followed by a sequence of meals: five loaves first, then seven.
Let us not abandon the Lord, who honors us by providing food according to our capacity. For the strong, hearty food is not burdensome, and for the weak, light food ensures they are not left in want, as "he who is weak, let him eat vegetables" (Romans 14:2). But those who have overcome weakness may partake of the five loaves and two fish. If he is hesitant to seek nourishment, let him abandon his pride and hasten to the Word of God, and as he listens, he will be nourished.
The apostles noticed a man in need, yet they did not fully understand what he truly craved—Christ did. He recognized that man does not long for temporal sustenance but for the nourishment that only He can provide. Thus, He expressed, "I do not want to let them go hungry, lest they become weak on the way" (Matthew 15:32). The Lord requires effort from His followers, but He also supplies the necessary strength.
Oh, Lord Jesus, You did not wish for these people to leave hungry, but instead fed them with Your sustenance, so they may not fear the frailty of hunger! If You voiced, "I do not want to let them go hungry" (Matthew 15:32), grant me insight into Your reasoning. For You understand that if anyone leaves in hunger, he will falter on the path of earthly existence before reaching the ultimate destination of the Father, comprehending that Christ comes from the Father, descends from heaven, and ascends again.
Therefore, to prevent weariness on their journey, He commanded, "Give them something to eat." When they replied, "We have no more than five loaves and two fish; shall we go buy food for all these people?" (Luke 9:13), the apostles did not recognize that the bread of believers cannot be purchased. Christ knew all too well that we are in need of redemption and that His sustenance does not require a price. The disciples may not have possessed the redemptive food, but they had the nourishment that fulfills us, reinforcing the truth that "bread strengthens the heart of man" (Psalm 103:5). Thus, the Lord extends His mercy, ensuring none grow weak on their journey. If anyone feels worn out, it is not due to the Lord Jesus, but rather through their own shortcomings, and they cannot blame Him who triumphs in judgement.
What will you say to Him who has granted you His strength and bolstered you? Did He not bring you into existence, did He not nourish you? His food is strength; His sustenance fortifies us. However, should you squander the strength you have received through neglect, it indicates a deficiency in your own diligence rather than in the divine nourishment. Still, the Lord bestows rain upon both the just and the unjust, providing for the righteous alongside the unrighteous.
Through the might of holy nourishment, Elijah, fatigued in his journey, was empowered to walk for forty days after receiving food from an angel (3 Kings 19:5-8). Yet, if Christ feeds you and you cherish the nourishment you have received, your journey will not only extend for forty days and nights but, drawing upon Scriptural examples, could last for forty years from Egypt to an abundant land flowing with milk and honey, promised to our people.
Seek the strength of that land which the humble shall inherit; I speak not of this parched earth (Mt. 12:43), but of the land that Christ nourishes, inhabited by the multitude of saints under the dominion of the eternal King. Thus, the Lord Jesus generously provides food to all, denying no one. When He breaks bread and offers it to His disciples, if you do not extend your hand to receive, you will be weakened in your journey and unable to hold the Lord accountable, who shows and imparts mercy.
He distributes to those who remain with Him even in the wilderness and do not depart early. It is written, "I have compassion for the people, because they have been with Me for three days" (Matthew 15:32). How wonderful is His mercy! He does not desire for them to faint on the road due to hunger.
Do not grow weary from God's teachings or when He chastises you. Do not become tired now, lest you find yourself without strength later. What will you respond with, or how will you justify your weakness if you forfeit the strength from the food He provides? You cannot assert He offers no sustenance; He provides for all. You cannot claim He is unwilling to make you whole, for before you lies the choice between good and evil (Gen. 2:9, 17), allowing you to choose good willingly and not by compulsion (Phlm. 1:14).
There is a significant difference between acting against one’s will out of obligation and choosing goodness willingly; if I act involuntarily, I simply fulfill my duty, while if I act voluntarily, I earn a reward (1 Cor. 9:17). Remember that we will stand before the judgement of Christ (Rom. 14:10; 1 Cor. 3:15). We will possess no justifications. He will ask us what He has already posed through the prophet Daniel, "My people, what have I done to you, or how have I wearied you? Answer Me!" (Micah 6:3). He will address the one who falters on their journey, "Why are you weak on the road? Have I not created the loaves, blessed them, and instructed their distribution? Why did you refuse to receive them?"
How many among us will be weakened on the journey following these proclamations? These teachings should be regarded as bread, for none can declare Jesus as Lord except through the Holy Spirit (1 Cor. 12:3). How many, I say, will falter, and being disciples, be led astray into the misguided paths of the unfaithful! What if only one, and not many? Yet, Jesus is not at fault for anyone's weariness; He offers nourishment to all who follow Him, whether five thousand or four thousand.