I spoke, "Do not compromise the gift through selfishness. Just as fine medicine loses its efficacy in an impure vessel, similarly, the spiritual and salvific power of grace cannot thrive in a soul that is not cleansed from selfish desires. Balaam was summoned by a dual delegation from King Balak of Moab to curse Israel: 'Balaam answered and said unto the princes of Balak, If Balak shall give me his full temple of gold and silver, I cannot transgress the word of the Lord God, whether to do that which is small or great in my mind' (Num. 22:18). While Balaam maintained his selflessness, he experienced clear visions and delivered prophecies. However, once he succumbed to corruption, this seer turned into a promoter of decadence and faced the same fate as the corrupt.
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Among the twelve chosen by the Son of God Himself, who evidently shared in the common grace to preach the kingdom of God, to heal the sick and to raise the dead—how did this herald of the kingdom lose the gift for himself? How did this healer succumb to affliction without receiving healing? How did this bringer of resurrection face death without the hope of being resurrected? How did malevolence become so toxic and fatal within him, while grace was meant to be so restorative and life-giving? We see no other venom that could have tainted the Apostle's life in Judas, ultimately leading to the irrevocable destruction of human existence, except for the poison of greedy gain."