But from where did he gain this hope? He says, “He inclined His ear unto me; in my distress, I cried unto Him” (Psalm 114:2). Thus, I loved because He would listen, and He listened because He bent His ear towards me. But how can you ascertain, O human soul, that God has turned His ear to you, unless you claim, “I have believed”? Therefore, these three virtues remain: faith, hope, and love (1 Corinthians 13:13). Because you have believed, you have hoped; because you hoped, you have loved.
And what are the days you reference when you say, “In my days I called upon Him”? Perhaps these are the days of fulfillment, when God sent His Son (Galatians 4:4), who declared, “In an acceptable time, I heard you, in the day of salvation, I helped you” (Isaiah 49:8). I might consider my days as those of suffering, of mortality, akin to the labor and sweat of Adam, marked by decay. For I found myself mired in deep anguish, and in another psalm, I lamented, “Behold, You have shortened my days; in these my days, I have called upon You.” My days differ from those of my Lord; I refer to those days which I have shaped through my own defiance, abandoning Him. And since He reigns in every place, is all-powerful, and sustains everything, I have thus earned my imprisonment; I have received the darkness of ignorance and the chains of mortality. In these days, my nets of death have ensnared me, and the sorrows of hell have seized me (Psalm 113:3)—sorrows that would not have befallen me had I not strayed from You. Yet now they close in on me, unrecognized while I delighted in the fleeting pleasures of the world, where the traps of hell are even more treacherous.
But once trouble and burden found me, I cried out to the name of the Lord (Psalm 113:4). I did not initially recognize the distress of beneficial sorrow, the kind in which He provides help, to whom it is said, “Be our helper in distress,” for human assistance is futile. I thought I could delight in the hollow aid of humanity; but when I received the words from my Lord, “Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted” (Matthew 5:4), I did not wait until I lost those temporal gifts for which I had exulted, leading to my weeping; instead, I took notice of that affliction which caused my joy in things I feared to lose yet could not retain. I faced it resolutely and courageously, realizing I was not only tormented by life's burdens but even chained by its allure. Through this revelation, I recognized the trouble and heaviness that had eluded me and called upon the name of the Lord; “Lord, I entreat You, deliver my soul.” Let the holy people of God declare, “I have called upon the name of the Lord,” and let those Gentiles who do not yet call upon Him listen, seek out their troubles, call upon the name of the Lord, and find salvation.
The Lord is gracious and righteous; indeed, our God is gracious (Psalm 114:5). He is gracious, just, and merciful. Most gracious because He has inclined His ear to me; and I was unaware that His ear was so close until those beautiful feet guided me to call upon the Lord. For who calls upon Him but those whom He has first summoned? Hence, He is primarily merciful; yet He administers discipline, and merciful in His reception; for He chastises every child He embraces. I should not be embittered by His correction or overly pleased by His acceptance. For how could the Lord, who safeguards the little ones (Psalm 113:6), not admonish those He seeks to inherit eternally? What son is there whom his father does not discipline? (Hebrews 12:6-7). I was in distress, and He rescued me. He helped me because I was in distress; the pain inflicted by the physician with his knife is not punitive but therapeutic.
Rest, O my soul, for the Lord has been good to you (Psalm 114:7): not based on your merit or strength, but because the Lord has been good to you. He has delivered my soul from death (Psalm 114:8). It is remarkable, beloved brethren, that after he stated his soul had turned to rest due to the Lord’s goodness, he then declared, “For He has delivered my soul from death.” Did it find rest because of its deliverance from death? Is it not often said that rest pertains to death? What actions characterize a life that embodies peace and a death that embodies turmoil? Such a life must engage in actions directed towards tranquility, rather than the endless toil of unrest; for he was saved from death by He who, out of compassion, said, “Come unto Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest” (Matthew 11:28-30). Therefore, meek and humble, following Christ as her guide, the soul strives for rest; yet, let it not be idle or negligent, but accomplish its journey, as it is written, “In quietness do your work” (Sirach 3:19). “You have delivered my soul from death, my eyes from tears, and my feet from stumbling.” He who feels the fetters of flesh sings these words as fulfilled in hope. For it is indeed said, “I was in trouble, and He delivered me”; yet the apostle reminds us that we are saved by hope (Romans 8:24). The statement that we are delivered from death is aptly expressed as already accomplished, that we may comprehend the death of the unbelievers, of whom He says, “Let the dead bury their dead” (Matthew 8:22). Then He will wipe away our tears when He has protected our feet from falling. For then there will be no stumbling when we walk, no faltering of weak flesh. Now, however steadfast our path may be, which is Christ’s, we must endure the flesh beneath us that we are destined to conquer. In our task of self-discipline and restraint, the key is to avoid falling. Yet, who can remain unblemished in flesh? “I will please the Lord in the land of the living” (Psalm 114:9).
We toil in this present moment, for we await the redemption of our bodies (Romans 8:23); but when death is swallowed up in victory and this perishable body is clothed in imperishability, and this mortal in immortality (1 Corinthians 15:53-54), there will be no more weeping, for there will be no falling; and no slipping, for there is no decay. Thus, we will cease our labor to please and become entirely acceptable in the presence of the Lord, in the land of the living.