Is he suggesting that hope kindles love, leading him to love in anticipation of God hearing his voice?
But from where did he base this hope? For he states: He has inclined His ear to me; in my days, I called upon Him (Psalm 114:2). I loved, therefore, because He was willing to listen; He listens because He has inclined His ear to me. Yet how can one know, O soul of man, that God has inclined His ear towards you unless you proclaim, "I have believed"? Therefore, these three remain: faith, hope, and love (1 Corinthians 13:13). Because you believed, you have hoped; and because you hoped, you have loved.
And what are these days when you say, "In my days, I called upon Him"? Perhaps they are the days of fulfillment when God sent His Son (Galatians 4:4), who has declared: “In an acceptable time, I have listened to you, and in the day of salvation, I have helped you” (Isaiah 49:8). I might instead refer to my days as those of tribulation, days bound to mortality, days shaped by Adam, filled with labor and sadness. For I find myself mired in deep muck, and as expressed in another psalm, Behold, you have made my days old; in these days, I have sought You. My days differ from the days of my Lord. I consider those days as mine, crafted by my own folly, having strayed from Him. Because He reigns in all places, omnipotent and holding everything, I have brought upon myself captivity; meaning I have received the dark veil of ignorance and the bonds of mortality. In these days, I have been ensnared by the nets of death, and the torments of hell have seized me (Psalm 113:3), troubles that would not have befallen me had I not turned from You. Yet now they have caught me unawares, while I reveled in the world's prosperity, in which the nets of hell are even more beguiling.
However, once I too encountered distress and heaviness, I cried out to the Name of the Lord (Psalm 113:4). I did not detect useful sorrow—trouble in which He provides aid, to whom it is said, "Be our help in trouble," for human assistance is futile. I thought I could delight in the futile support of man; but upon hearing from my Lord, “Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted" (Matthew 5:4), I chose not to wait until I had lost those temporal blessings that once brought me joy and thus I would have to weep. Instead, I recognized the affliction that anchored my joy in such things as I feared losing but could not retain; I took it to heart earnestly, realizing that I was not only tormented by the trials of this world but also ensnared by its happiness. Thus, I unearthed the distress and heaviness that I had previously evaded and called upon the Name of the Lord; Lord, I implore You to rescue my soul. Let the holy people of God proclaim, "I have called upon the Name of the Lord,” and may the rest of the Gentiles who have not yet called upon His Name hear and desire to uncover their troubles and heaviness, calling upon the Name of the Lord and finding salvation.
The Lord is gracious and just; indeed, our God is gracious (Psalm 114:5). He is gracious, just, and compassionate. Above all, gracious for He has bent His ear toward me; I was unaware that God’s ear was close to my lips until those beautiful feet inspired me to call upon the Name of the Lord, for who calls on Him except the one He first called? Hence, His mercy precedes all; yet He is also just in His discipline, merciful because He accepts. He disciplines every son He welcomes; I should not resent His chastisement nor become overly pleased that He receives. For how can the Lord, who safeguards the little ones (Psalms 113:6), not chastise those whom He aims to elevate as heirs? For what son is there whom his father does not correct? (Hebrews 12:6-7). I was in trouble, and He assisted me. He aided me because I was in distress since the physician’s pain from the knife is not punitive but beneficial.
Return to your rest, O my soul; for the Lord has bestowed kindness upon you (Psalm 114:7), not according to your worthiness or strength, but because the Lord has shown you goodness. For it is said that He has rescued my soul from death (Psalm 114:8). It is remarkable, beloved brethren, that after he said his soul had returned to rest because the Lord had rewarded him, he added, "For He has rescued my soul from death." Did it rest because it was liberated from death? Is not rest most frequently associated with death? What are the actions of one whose life is rest, and whose death is chaotic? Such actions must reflect a soul aimed at serene security, not the pursuit of restless labor, as he was liberated from death by Him who, in His mercy, proclaimed, “Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest” (Matthew 11:28-30). Therefore, in meekness and humility, following Christ as her way, the soul must strive for rest; however, she must not be sluggish or idle, so she can progress in her journey, as it is written, “In quietness do your work” (Sirach 3:19). You have saved my soul from death, my eyes from weeping, and my feet from stumbling. He who feels the shackles of this flesh sings these assurances as fulfilled in hope for himself. It is indeed true that I was in distress, and He delivered me; yet the apostle rightly affirms that we are saved by hope (Romans 8:24). We are spoken of as already delivered from death, for we should grasp the distinction between the death of the unbelievers of whom it is spoken, “Let the dead bury their dead” (Matthew 8:22). Then He will wipe away our tears when He saves our feet from stumbling. In that day, our steps shall not falter when we walk, as there will be no slipping of weak flesh. But for now, despite our path, that which is Christ's; given our mortality, the greatest challenge lies not in falling, but in not stumbling in the flesh; who can achieve that? I will serve the Lord in the land of the living (Psalm 114:9). We toil now, as we await the redemption of our bodies (Romans 8:23). But when death is swallowed up in victory and this corruptible puts on incorruption, and this mortal, immortality (1 Corinthians 15:53-54), then we shall weep no more because there will be no stumbling; and no stumbling, for there is no corruption. Therefore, we will no longer labor for His pleasure, but shall be wholly accepted in the Lord's sight in the land of the living.