Does it imply that hope ignites love, and that he loved in the expectation that God would listen to his pleas?
But from where does this hope arise? For he states, He inclined His ear to me; in my days I cried unto Him (Psalm 114:2). I loved, therefore, because He would listen; He would listen because He turned His ear toward me. How can you, O soul of man, know that God has inclined His ear toward you, unless you declare, “I have believed?” Thus, faith, hope, and love remain: (1 Corinthians 13:13). By believing, you hoped; because you hoped, you loved.
And what are your days if you declare, In my days I called upon Him? Perhaps they are those in which the fullness of time arrived, and God sent His Son (Galatians 4:4), who has already proclaimed: In an acceptable time I heard you, and in the day of salvation I helped you (Isaiah 49:8). I might call my days those of suffering, marked by mortality, in accordance with Adam—a life filled with labor and turmoil, a period of ancient decay. For I am mired in deep mire, and in another psalm, I lament, Behold, You have caused my days to wither away; in these days I have cried out to You. My days differ from those of my Lord. I refer to my days as those times I have made for myself through my own recklessness, having turned away from Him. And since He reigns and governs all things, I have earned confinement—darkness of ignorance and the chains of mortality.
In these days, the nets of death have ensnared me, and the agonies of the abyss have overwhelmed me (Psalm 113:3)—pains that would not have come upon me had I not strayed from You. Now they have beset me, yet I had not perceived them while I reveled in worldly fortune, where the snares of hell are even more deceptive.
However, after finding distress and sorrow, I called on the name of the Lord (Psalm 113:4). I had not recognized true trouble nor beneficial sorrow—the kind in which He assists, where it is said, Be our helper in trouble; help from man is vain. I had thought I could rejoice in the empty aid of humanity, but when I heard from my Lord, Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted (Matthew 5:4), I did not wait until I had lost those temporary blessings I had celebrated, after which I would naturally weep. Instead, I paid attention to the very affliction that had made me take delight in things I feared losing yet could not secure. I faced this scenario boldly and resolutely, realizing that I was tormented not only by the trials of this life but also bound by its fleeting happiness, thus uncovering the distress and heaviness that had eluded me, and I called on the name of the Lord: Lord, I implore You, save my soul.
Let the holy people of God declare, I have called on the name of the Lord, and let those among the Gentiles who do not yet invoke His name hear and seek to uncover trouble and heaviness, and call on the name of the Lord, that they may be saved.
The Lord is gracious and just; indeed, our God is compassionate (Psalm 114:5). He is gracious and just, full of mercy. His grace outweighs all else because He inclined His ear to me; I was unaware that the ear of God was so close to my lips until those beautiful feet prompted me to call on the name of the Lord, for who but those first called by Him would call on Him? Thus, He is primarily merciful; yet He disciplines, still merciful for He accepts; for He chastens every child whom He embraces. I should not be bitter for His chastening, nor overly sweet for His acceptance. How could the Lord, who cares for the little ones (Psalm 113:6), not discipline those He seeks as heirs in maturity? For what son is there whom his father does not correct? (Hebrews 12:6-7). I was in distress, and He assisted me. He aided me because I was in need; for the pain inflicted by the physician’s blade is not retribution but healing.
Return to your place of rest, O my soul; for the Lord has dealt graciously with you (Psalm 114:7)—not based on your worth or strength, but because the Lord has done good for you. For He has delivered my soul from death (Psalm 114:8). It is wondrous, dear brethren, that after proclaiming His soul turned to rest because the Lord rewarded him, he added, For He has delivered my soul from death. Did it find rest because it was freed from death? Is not rest most commonly associated with death? What actions characterize one whose existence is restful, and whose demise is turmoil? Such actions must be inclined toward lasting peace, not toward the amplifying of restless toil; for he was saved from death by Him who, in His compassion, said, Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30). Therefore, be meek and humble, endeavoring to follow Christ as your path. The activity of the soul should strive for rest; nevertheless, do not be idle or complacent, so that it may fulfill its course, as it is written, In quietness do your labor (Sirach 3:19).
You have delivered my soul from death, my eyes from tears, and my feet from stumbling. He who feels the burden of this flesh sings these words, hoping for their fulfillment in himself. Truly it is said, I was in distress, and He delivered me; yet the apostle also truthfully declares that we are saved by hope (Romans 8:24). And that we are rescued from death is rightly said as if it has already come to pass, so we might understand the death of the faithless, of whom it is said, Leave the dead to bury their dead (Matthew 8:22). When He has saved our feet from stumbling, then He will wipe away our tears. For then there will be no slipping of our feet when we walk, no falling, since there is no corruption. Thus we will no longer labor to please, but will stand perfectly acceptable in the Lord's sight in the land of the living.