Augustine of Hippo
I recognize that I have become insignificant in the eyes of the Lord, existing in this present time and gaining nothing for myself, as all are hesitant to approach me.
All unrighteous individuals stand as my adversaries; yet, they endure torment for their sins until they acknowledge their wrongdoings. In that moment, I rise above their scorn, I who face a confession that leads not to death, but to torturous suffering. This burden seems excessive to those nearby. It appeared overwhelming to those who were beginning to seek You and to embrace the faith that I possess. Additionally, I instilled fear among my acquaintances, displaying the gravity of my dire circumstances. Those who witnessed my plight turned away from me. Lacking understanding of my deep and unseen hope, they retreated to what is visible and tangible.