John Chrysostom
Why did he feel fatigued? Perhaps it was due to the sorrow over impending tribulations, while the current trials remained unresolved. Yet he expresses, so many afflictions! Alternatively: I have not yet made peace between them and God, and they are once again provoking Him against themselves. And then I rose up to attend to the king’s affairs, which means to serve. And I found myself astonished by this vision, yet it eluded my understanding. Grief can be particularly overwhelming when it cannot be shared with others, or he laments because of their wickedness. And he states, I began to engage in the king’s business; meaning I spared no effort, but diligently carried out my duties.