THEOSISJohn Chrysostom
Chrysostom and Olympiodorus note that it was customary in ancient times to purify one's physical impurity through bathing. Additionally, when individuals sought to demonstrate their innocence regarding sin, they would wash their hands while proclaiming, “I am innocent” (Matt. 27:24), similar to what Pilate did concerning the Savior. David expressed in song, “I will wash my hands in innocence” (Ps. 25:6). He conveys that even though he might appear pure, the intense suffering and trials he endures lead others to perceive him as stained and defiled, to the point where individuals who touch his garments consider themselves tainted as well. This perception arises because his companions view his circumstances as evidence of his wrongdoings.
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As he reflects, “An example of wickedness I appear to all - why did I not die?” The wicked must be removed from the living, so they do not set an example for others. Despite my purity exceeding that of the sun, I still bear an unnatural blemish. Even those closest to me have turned against me due to my distress, seeing me as sinful and polluted. My body became repulsive, a representation of a garment. The phrase, “My garments are abhorred by me,” can be interpreted to mean that his clothing seems to flee from him as if it loathes him, suggesting he is incapable of donning his attire due to deep wounds.
He laments, since I am a sinner, why am I not already dead? This indicates his acknowledgment of his own sins. His words are not of accusation, but instead, he questions, I recognize no domestic responsibilities. Even if I were to cleanse myself with snow and wash my hands with pure water, you have submerged me in filth, leading my garments to loathe me. This signifies that I am seen as a manifestation of wickedness, and I would have removed the wicked from among the living to prevent them from influencing others. Even if I were to be cleaner than the sun, I carry a unique stain. My garments denounce me. How can I expect others to respect me when even my garments disdain me? He implies that even those closest to him have turned away, not merely due to punishment, but because they perceive him as accursed and unholy.