John Chrysostom
So they all feared an attack from the Jews. But Thomas feared more than all the others, and therefore said, "Let us also go, that we may die with Him." Some say that he truly wished to die, but this is not correct. His words express fear more than anything else. Yet he was not rebuked for this, because Christ at that time condescended to his weakness. Later, however, he became stronger than all and was invincible. This is what is wonderful: the apostle who was so weak before the Cross, after the Cross and after believing in the Resurrection, appears more ardent than all the others. Such is the power of Christ. The one who did not dare go with Christ to Bethany later crossed almost the whole world without seeing Christ, and moved among savage peoples ready to kill him.