John Chrysostom
He anticipates little, yet the Lord grants him boundless wealth of grace. Observe the wonder! While he pondered repentance, his father had already rushed to him with compassion; he did not wait for confessional words, but preemptively answered his plea, as it is written: "Before you call upon Me, I will say, 'Here I am'" (Isaiah 58:9). From a distance, he glimpsed his son approaching and quickly moved toward him. Notice how profoundly His compassion facilitates repentance. Thus, David, having healed the ailment of sin through repentance and recognizing how the Lord, in His compassion, eagerly meets those who draw near, implores God, declaring, “Move to help me and look” (Psalm 58:5). He acknowledges his earnest coming before God, despite knowing the insincerity of his repentance.
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Regarding the prodigal son, the nature of repentance, the tree of knowledge, and the thief upon the cross, these reflections belong to St. John Chrysostom's writings, designated as Spuria in the Minya collection.
He rose and journeyed to his father. A wise choice was followed by decisive action. Indeed, it is insufficient to merely aspire to goodness in thought; intentions require tangible expressions through deeds. While still distant from his Father yet yearning in his heart, he beat his chest, lamenting the source of his wicked desires, falling to the ground with his face in humble submission, and pouring forth tears to support his plea, seeking to justify himself; eventually, through his tears, he cried out fervently, “Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you!” Acknowledging his transgressions, O Christ, my Lord and Master, you alone know the depths of my iniquity; I have sinned, have mercy on me, O God and Sovereign. I am unworthy to lift my eyes to heaven and plead with you, my gracious Master; my guilt is immense and unbearable, my sins uncountable! Yet have mercy on me, for You are ever good. “I am not worthy to be called your son; receive me among your hired servants” (Luke 15:19).
Thus, the petitioner from the depths of his heart was seen by the One who grieves for the lost, who regards the wayward, and eagerly awaits their return—his Father saw him and was filled with compassion. Certainly, He is a Father of grace, being God by nature. Running to him, he embraced him and kissed him. He did not hesitate for the son to reach him and plead, but joyfully ran to greet him. He did not disdain his neck, stained with the grime of vice, but with pure hands, he welcomed him and kissed him, oblivious to the shame of the one he had awaited so long. O unfathomable and immeasurable goodness! O extraordinary compassion! O marvelous reconciliation! In an instant, He moved God to descend to tears and to conquer an overwhelming multitude of sins. Are you astonished to witness that God graciously received the sinner? What boundless paternal love! The sinner wept on earth, and the sinless One from heaven stooped down in human form. Who has ever witnessed a sinner favored by God? Who has ever seen a judge show kindness to the defendant? Who has ever experienced an accused person being embraced? Meanwhile, God calls out, as He once did to Israel, “My people, what have I done to you, and what have I burdened you with?” (Micah 6:3). And this same situation recurs, as it becomes customary to be overcome by the Father of bountiful gifts and the God of all consolation.
However, this prodigal son was not content with merely a meeting with his Father; even in his genuine acts of repentance, the gravity of his sins rendered him uneasy with such great compassion. Thus, he framed his thoughts appropriately when confronting his Father: “Father, if it is permissible for me to refer to you as Father, if calling you Father does not increase my guilt before you, if I do not offend you with this grave title, if my conscience does not render me mute, if the burden of my sins does not bind my tongue, if my previous life does not hinder me; accept this plea, O holy Father, from my unclean lips! Father of grace and Creator by nature, regard the parable of the prodigal son.” If you indeed repent in such a manner, if such confession arises from your heart, behold, the heavenly Father hastens to you while you are still far away, with your spirit clinging to the garments of your soul.