s made clear by the Gospel lessons we have before us, as it is written: ‘For Peter said unto Him, Behold, we have forsaken all things, and followed Thee.’ Additionally, the Evangelist Matthew inquires, ‘What is left for us?’
Before we explore further topics, let us first consider the context that brought this discussion forth. When our shared Redeemer Christ addressed one of the leaders of the Jewish synagogue, saying, ‘Go, sell all that you have, and give to the poor, and you shall have treasure in heaven, and come, follow me,’ the disciples questioned what they would receive from God for adhering to this command. They, collectively, pointedly stated their concern. However, some might respond to this inquiry by asking, ‘What did the disciples truly give up? After all, these were men who earned their daily needs through hard work; they were fishermen who possessed only a boat and nets, lacking in substantial homes or wealth. What exactly did they forsake, or what compensation did they anticipate from Christ?’
How shall we address this? The foremost point is that their very request arose from this specific issue. Because they had only meager and insignificant possessions, they sought to understand how God would reward and delight those who had also relinquished what little they held for the sake of the kingdom of God, aiming to be deserving of the heavenly realm due to their love for Him. The wealthy individual, having neglected much, confidently seeks reward, whereas one who owned little and has let it go—how can he not desire to know what hopes he might have? For this reason, utilizing their own experience to speak for those similarly situated, they affirm, ‘Behold, we have forsaken all, and followed Thee.’
Moreover, it is paramount to recognize that, from a just perspective, the grief of letting go is identical whether it involves much or little. To illustrate this, consider a simple analogy: if two individuals must stand completely bare, one shedding expensive garments while the other removes only simple attire easily obtained, would the discomfort of their nakedness differ? There is no room for doubt in this regard. Therefore, in terms of obedience and willingness, they stand equal to the affluent, who, despite differing circumstances, exhibited the same readiness and willingly parted with their possessions. The wise St. Paul addresses this matter, writing: ‘For if there be a ready mind, it is taken according to what a man has, and not according to what he has not.’ Thus, the inquiry of the holy apostles was indeed reasonable.