But from where did this hope arise? He states, He inclined His ear to me; and in my days, I cried out to Him (Psalm 114:2). I loved, therefore, because He would hear; He would hear because He inclined His ear to me. How, O soul of man, can you be sure that God has inclinated His ear toward you unless you proclaim, I have believed? Thus, these three remain: faith, hope, and love (1 Corinthians 13:13). Because you believed, you had hope; because you hoped, you loved.
And what are your days if you claim, In my days I called upon Him? It may be the days of fulfillment in which the appointed time has come, and God sent His Son (Galatians 4:4), who declared, In an acceptable time, I have heard you, and in the day of salvation, I have helped you (Isaiah 49:8). I would rather describe my days as those of my suffering, the days of my mortality, the days according to Adam, filled with toil and sweat, the days marked by ancient decay. For I found myself ensnared in deep mire; in another psalm, I lamented, Behold, You have made my days old; in these days, I have cried out to You. For my days differ from the days of my Lord. I refer to my days as those shaped by my own arrogance, whereby I have turned away from Him. As He reigns over all and possesses great power, I have earned imprisonment; that is, I have received the gloom of ignorance and the chains of mortality.
In these days, the nets of death have encompassed me, the sorrows of Gehenna have overtaken me (Psalm 113:3)—sorrows that would not have befallen me had I not strayed from You. Yet now they pursue me, even though I did not recognize them while I delighted in the world's prosperity, where the snares of hell are even more treacherous.
But when I confronted tribulation and burden, I called upon the Name of the Lord (Psalm 113:4). I did not perceive the trouble and beneficial sorrow, which He offers assistance in, to whom it is said, Be our help in trouble; human assistance is fleeting. I thought I could rejoice and exult in the futile help of man, but upon hearing from my Lord, Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted (Matthew 5:4), I did not wait until I had lost the temporal blessings in which I rejoiced, bringing on my weeping. Instead, I took serious note of the very affliction that made me treasure transient things I feared to lose but ultimately could not retain. I acknowledged this firmly and courageously and realized that I was not merely tormented by life's hardships but entrapped by its joys. Thus, I recognized the trouble and burden that had previously eluded me and called upon the Name of the Lord; Lord, I implore You, rescue my soul.
Let the holy people of God proclaim, I have called upon the Name of the Lord, and let those among the Gentiles who do not yet invoke His name listen; may they hear, search out trouble and burden, and call upon the Name of the Lord to be saved.
The Lord is gracious and righteous; indeed, our God is merciful (Psalm 114:5). He embodies grace and justice, and above all, He is merciful. He is gracious because He has inclined His ear to me; little did I know that God’s ear was near my lips until those beautiful feet urged me to call upon the Name of the Lord, for who could call upon Him but the one He first called? Thus, He is primary in mercy; yet, He also chastises, remaining merciful as He accepts. For He chastises every son whom He accepts; I should neither be resentful of His discipline nor overly thrilled about His acceptance. For how will the Lord keep the innocent (Psalm 113:6) from chastisement when, in their maturity, He seeks heirs; what son is there whom his father does not discipline? (Hebrews 12:6-7). I faced difficulty, and He came to my aid. He aided me in my distress, for the pain administered by the physician’s knife serves not as punishment but as healing.
Return, O my soul, to your rest; for the Lord has dealt kindly with you (Psalm 114:7)—not according to your worth or strength, but because the Lord has acted graciously toward you. For He has freed my soul from death (Psalm 114:8). It is remarkable, dear brethren, that after he professed his soul had found rest, because the Lord had blessed him with kindness, he added, For He has delivered my soul from death. Did it indeed find rest due to being rescued from death? Is not rest frequently associated with death? What actions characterize someone whose life is peaceful, and whose death brings disturbance? Such actions must lead the soul toward tranquil assurance, rather than an increase in agitated labor, for He rescued him from death who, having compassion, said, Come to Me, all who labor and are burdened, and I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30). Therefore, as she follows meek and humble Christ, if the soul’s purpose is to strive for peace, let it not be idle or lazy, so it may accomplish its journey; as it is written, In serenity, perform your deeds (Sirach 3:19). You have redeemed my soul from death, my eyes from tears, and my feet from slipping. He who bears the chains of this flesh sings these words as fulfilled in anticipation. For it is indeed true, I was in trouble, and He saved me; yet the apostle assures us that we are saved by hope (Romans 8:24). And it is rightly stated that we are delivered from death, as already accomplished, so that we might comprehend the death of the unbelievers, of whom it is said, Let the dead bury their dead (Matthew 8:22). Then He shall wipe away our tears, after He has preserved our feet from stumbling. For there will be no faltering when we walk without the risk of our flesh failing us. Despite the sturdiness of the path we tread, which is Christ; since we still bear this flesh, to which we are tasked to bring under control, the significant challenge is to stand; but who can remain unshaken in the flesh? I will serve the Lord in the land of the living (Psalm 114:9).
We labor now, for we await the redemption of our bodies (Romans 8:23). But when death is swallowed up in victory, when this corruptible body puts on incorruption, and the mortal puts on immortality (1 Corinthians 15:53-54), then there will be no weeping, since there will be no falling, and no falling because corruption no longer exists. Therefore, we will no longer strive to please but shall be fully acceptable in the sight of the Lord in the land of the living.