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Psalm 119 (118):81Meaning & Commentary from the Church Fathers

My soul hath fainted after thy salvation: and in thy word I have very much hoped.

Douay-Rheims · Hebrew numbering, Septuagint numbering in brackets.

כָּלְתָ֣ה לִתְשׁוּעָתְךָ֣ נַפְשִׁ֑י לִדְבָרְךָ֥ יִחָֽלְתִּי׃

Hebrew (Masoretic text)

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John Chrysostom

4th centuryChurch Father

When an individual's heart yearns for something yet remains unfulfilled, it can feel as if they fade away, growing weary in the absence of their desire. Those who eagerly anticipate the return of a loved one, feeling deceived by their hopes, often seem to diminish under the weight of their yearning. This is akin to the experience of someone parched who lacks water to assuage their thirst. Similarly, those burdened by adversity and awaiting divine intervention may feel depleted as they witness the help they seek delayed. The salvation of humanity is found in the divine condescension of the One within the Holy Trinity. In a different psalm, the prophet implores, 'Show us, O Lord, Thy mercy, and grant us Thy salvation' (Psalm 84:8), indicating his heartfelt prayer for the imminent arrival of this longed-for salvation.

Augustine of Hippo

5th centuryChurch Father

From the very outset, dear friends, this profound psalm invites us into a state of blessedness that remains inaccessible to those who lack the desire for it. This teaching echoes the words spoken by the one who proclaimed, “Blessed are the blameless in the way, those who walk in the law of the Lord” (Psalm 118:1). Essentially, it conveys: I am aware of your longing; you yearn for blessedness. To achieve this, you must be blameless. The former pursues every good thing, while the latter exercises caution; yet, without this blamelessness, attaining universal desire is impossible. But where can anyone find blamelessness but on the journey? In what manner but through the Lord’s law?

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Now listen to the additional insight: “Blessed are they who keep His testimonies and seek Him with all their heart” (Psalm 117:2). To me, it appears that no other category of the blessed is referenced in these words beyond what has already been stated. To examine the Lord’s testimonies and earnestly seek Him encompasses being blameless in the way; it parallels walking in His law. He then states, “For those who do evil shall not walk in His ways” (Psalm 118:3). Yet, we recognize that those who commit wrongdoing still scrutinize the testimonies of the Lord, favoring knowledge over righteousness, and others study these testimonies, not because they live righteously but to discern how they ought to live. Such individuals do not yet walk blamelessly in the Lord’s law, which is why they are not yet blessed.

It is stated in this Psalm, “They that do evil shall not walk in His ways” (Psalm 118:3). However, we must strive, with God's assistance, in whose hand we and our words reside (Wisdom 7:16), that truths may not confound the listener if they are not fully grasped. We should take care, lest it be perceived that all the saints, who have said, “If we say we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us” (1 John 1:8-9), ought to be thought incapable of walking in the ways of the Lord, since sin is evil and those who perpetrate evil do not walk in His ways. Alternatively, since it is unquestionable that they walk in the Lord’s ways, it may mistakenly appear that they are without sin, which is undeniably incorrect. This is not merely proclaimed to prevent arrogance, as it would not be followed with “And the truth is not in us,” but rather “Humility is not in us.” The subsequent words shed further clarity on the matter and dispel any uncertainties. After stating this, the blessed John added, “If we confess our sins, He, being faithful and just, will forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness” (1 John 1:9).

What is meant by: “You have accused us of keeping Your commandments too strictly?” (Psalm 118:4). Have you demanded too great a sum? Or perhaps overlooked too much? Regardless of interpretation, the meaning seems contrary to the esteemed principle lauded by the Greeks and upheld by the Latins: “Do nothing excessively.” However, at times, Latin employs the term nimis in such a context that we find it meaningful in Scripture and everyday chatter. Here, to accuse us of adhering to Your commandments excessively suggests that we comprehend greatly, if we judge accurately. If we say to a cherished friend, “I love you too much,” we do not intend it as exaggeration but rather as deep affection.

“Oh, if only,” he expresses, “my ways would be made straight, that I might keep Your decrees” (Psalm 118:5). You have indeed assumed the burden; oh, if I could grasp what You have undertaken. When you hear this, acknowledge it as a desire, and upon recognizing this yearning, let go of the pride of presumption. Who can truly claim to desire what lies within their power without assistance? Therefore, if one seeks what God commands, they must pray for His help to fulfill those commands.

“I will not be put to shame while I keep all Your commandments” (Psalm 118:6). We ought to view God’s commandments, whether read or remembered, as a reflection, as the apostle James advises (James 1:23-25). This person wishes for their self to align with the commandments of God, desiring clarity and not confusion; for they choose to be not just a hearer but a doer of the law. Thus, they aspire for their ways to be straight and to uphold God’s statutes. Yet, how can one achieve straightness without God’s grace? Otherwise, they would find the law not a source of delight but of bewilderment if they examine commandments they do not intend to follow.

“I will confess to You,” he declares, “O Lord, from the depths of my heart; in this, I shall know the judgments of Your righteousness” (Psalm 117:7). This confession does not pertain to sin but rather to praise, as echoed in the words, “I confess to You, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth” (Matthew 11:25), and as stated in Ecclesiasticus: “So confess all the works of God for they are very good” (Sirach 39:15-16). I confess to You, he conveys, in accordance with my heart’s guidance. If my ways are righteous, I will confess because it is You who has accomplished it, and this praise belongs to You alone.

He further states, “I will keep Your decrees” (Psalm 118:8). But what follows? “Do not forsake me, even too much!” or as some translations declare, “Not excessively forsake me.” God has not abandoned the world entirely in the wilderness of sin; He would have done so even more were it not for the powerful remedy of grace through our Lord Jesus Christ. Thus, in resonance with this plea of Christ’s body, He has not forsaken the world entirely, for “God was in Christ reconciling the world to Himself” (2 Corinthians 5:19).

Athanasius the Great

4th centuryChurch Father

The prophet encourages us to yearn for the message and to be imbued with love for God's salvation. What other salvation exists if not the arrival of the Lord? ‘In Thy word’ signifies “in Thy promise.” The Holy Scripture is likewise referred to as ‘the word.’ Thus, it is not only the one who anticipates the realization of the Divine promise and awaits the end of the coming hardships, but also the one who reads the Sacred texts, seeks to understand their significance, and finds comfort and joy in that quest for understanding.

Theodoret of Cyrus

5th centuryChurch Father

Individuals who yearn intensely for something but find themselves bereft of it often express that they feel as though they are ‘fading away’. This rings true for those who are parched yet lack water. Similarly, those who eagerly anticipate the return of a loved one, only to find themselves continually disappointed by their absence, become weary with longing. In the same manner, those grappling with adversity and awaiting divine grace, when they perceive its arrival as delayed, appear to lose their sense of being.

Euthymios Zigabenos

11th centuryCommentator

My soul yearns for Your deliverance; I place my trust in Your promises. My soul, in accordance with his description, somehow detaches from the body, becoming fatigued and weary, as it struggles to endure the overwhelming intensity of the divine longing for You. Eusebius interprets this longing for deliverance as the redemptive Incarnation of Christ. Thus, he expresses, I earnestly seek this deliverance and confidently believe that Your promises will surely come to pass, specifically referring to those words recorded in the Scriptures regarding the Incarnation of Christ.

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However, some, alongside Theodoret, interpret that David refers to his own salvation, indicating that he seeks deliverance from You, O Lord, and relies on Your commandments, believing that through their observance he will be saved. Moreover, it can be noted here without distinction in both forms: on Your words and on Your word. Theodoret remarks that those who deeply desire something and do not attain it seem to fade away; just like those who suffer from intense thirst yet find no water, or those eagerly awaiting a loved one returning from afar. Their longing persists, and they grow weary without fulfilling their desire; similarly, those enduring trials, anticipating God's grace yet finding it elusive, feel themselves fading away.

Theophan the Recluse

19th centuryChurch Father

The verses from 81 to 88 focus on the eighth verse represented by the letter kaf, symbolizing the ‘palm’ of the hand. The palm can convey both offense, as in a slap, and affection, such as a gentle touch meant to express love. This duality resonates throughout these verses, as the prophet speaks from the perspective of one who has been wronged and is unjustly suffering, turning to God in earnest prayer for assistance and intercession. The essence of his plea can be interpreted as saying, "I am wounded, yet comfort me, O Lord!" This sentiment is aptly reflected in the experiences of Job, the holy martyrs, and anyone battling personal vices and desires.

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Psalm 118:81 states, "My soul fades away into Thy salvation; in Thy words I trust." The phrase "fades away into salvation" illustrates a deep yearning for deliverance from God, to the point of almost losing oneself in that longing. Blessed Theodoret notes that those who crave intensely but lack fulfillment often feel as though they are vanishing; this can be likened to the thirsty longing for water or those anxiously waiting for a loved one’s return. Similarly, individuals enduring hardship and seeking God’s refuge feel a sense of despair when relief is delayed.

Here, “Thy word” indicates trust in God’s promises, as explained by St. Athanasius. The prophet’s subsequent verses describe those who endure distress for their steadfastness to God’s will and commandments. Deliverance here symbolizes liberation from disgraceful attacks, trials, and adversities faced for proclaiming the word of God. The imagery aptly relates to Job’s plight and any martyr enduring prolonged suffering or any innocent soul in anguish. Additionally, these words can be interpreted as a soul's urgent plea for salvation through Jesus Christ, a notion supported by St. Athanasius, St. Ambrose, and Blessed Augustine. St. Athanasius asserts that the prophet counsels us to yearn for God's word and to embrace His salvation, which is realized in the coming of the Lord. St. Ambrose elaborates, stating that one whose entire being is absorbed in love for what they desire may seem to fade away into it. This longing mirrors that of a mother awaiting the return of her beloved child, as seen with Tobiah's mother.

The phrase “the soul fades away to salvation” signifies an intense connection to the Lord, so profound that the soul appears to dissolve, becoming "one spirit with the Lord" (1 Corinthians 6:17). The holy and devout heart seeks nothing but God's salvation, found in Christ, yearning for Him fervently, and guarding against the loss of communion with Him. At another point, the prophet expresses, "I long for Thee, my soul," and soon adds, "My soul thirsteth after Thee, and Thy right hand loveth me" (Ps. 62:2, 9). Just as a thirsty person yearns for the spring water, so does the soul crave the presence of the Lord. The Lord, engaging the soul with His power, transforms it, leading it to declare, "I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me" (Galatians 2:20). The depth of how the soul fades into God’s salvation resonates with the profound observation of the prophet Jeremiah: "and there is in my heart like a burning fire, shut up in my bones, and I am weary with forbearing, and I cannot stay" (Jeremiah 20:9). His reflection on trusting in God's words reveals how that trust ignites an insatiable yearning. Contemplating the divine truth while feeling encumbered by earthly existence, he strives for God's salvation, pouring his heart into this longing. Likewise, the spirit of one who denies self and fully embraces Christ ultimately fades, exchanging the self for the divine, eternal solace.

Ireneus (Orda)

19th centuryCommentator

My spirit earnestly yearns for Your deliverance; I place my trust in Your words. My eyes are parched with anticipation for Your message, asking, When will You bring me solace? I feel as if I have become like wool in the snow, yet I have not forgotten Your decrees. How long will Your servant endure? When will You bring justice against those who persecute me? The lawbreakers have shared their rants with me, but their words do not reflect Your commandments. Every one of Your decrees is truth. They have wrongfully pursued me; grant me aid. They have nearly brought me to ruin in this land, yet I have not abandoned Your teachings. Revive me in Your compassion, and I will adhere to the teachings that come from Your mouth.

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My intense longing for assistance and for the fulfillment of Your promises and comfort almost overwhelms me; I have grown weak due to my afflictions, yet I remain devoted to You. My days are fleeting, so please come to my aid at the right moment; the empty words of my companions only serve to mislead me, as they stray from Your law; Your promises, which are known as commandments since they are grounded in Your law, are unchangeable truth; bring judgment upon my persecutors, who threaten my life to the highest degree; sustain my existence through Your grace. Just as fur recoils from the cold, I too suffer in this harshness.

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