Augustine of Hippo
Translation from English. Preferably corrected from the Latin original. I was poured out like water; my bones were all dispersed. I was poured out like water as my adversaries faltered; and in their fear, the foundation of My Body, which is the Church, caused My disciples to scatter from Me (Matthew 26:56). My heart was softened like wax, melting within the depths of my being. My wisdom, as recorded in the sacred texts, appeared challenging and inaccessible, but then, as the intensity of My Passion drew near, it seemed to soften, to open, and to be embraced by the remembrance of My Church.
I was poured out like water when my persecutors were defeated, and in fear, the remnant of my body, meaning the Church and my disciples, were dispersed from me. (Matthew 26:56) My heart became like melting wax within me. The wisdom that was foretold about Me in the holy scriptures was, at that time, seemingly solid and obscured from understanding; however, after the heat of My suffering was endured, it became apparent, revealed, and retained in the hearts and minds of My Church.