Augustine of Hippo
This aligns with what has been expressed elsewhere: “My eye is clouded with anger.” When the eye is dimmed, what ensues? I am beset by the fear of death. Our existence is defined by love: if love characterizes life, then hatred defines death. When an individual begins to dread that they may harbor animosity towards those they cherish, they start to dread mortality; a deeper kind of death, one that impacts the soul rather than the body. You have criticized the individual who rages against you; what can you do about the one from whom your Lord has shielded you, declaring: “Fear not them that kill the body” (Matthew 10:28)? While he may violently take the body, you, by holding onto your animosity, have extinguished the soul; and he destroys the body of another, while you damage your own soul. Hence, the fear of death enveloped me.