Augustine of Hippo
Why was it that from my early years I began to place my trust in You? Before that, I did not rely on You, even though You were my Protector, guiding me safely to the moment when I learned to trust in You. Yet from my youth, I started to believe in You, at the time when You fortified me against the Tempter. In the armor of Your host, equipped with faith, love, hope, and Your other gifts, I engaged in combat against Your unseen adversaries, having heard from the Apostle, "For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood but against principalities, against powers, etc." (Eph. 6:12). Here is a young man who contends with such forces; yet, he will fail unless he places his hope in the One to whom he appeals: "Lord, my hope has been with You since my youth." In You, my praise endures forever.
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Is it only from the moment I began to trust in You until now? No, it is a continual reliance. What does "always" signify? It means not only during the time of faith but also in the time of vision. For presently, while we inhabit the body, we are distant from the Lord, walking by faith and not by sight (2 Cor. 5:6). There will come a day when we will behold what we now believe without seeing; then we shall rejoice in that which they see, while those who have not believed will be left in shame. The fulfillment of our hopes shall arrive. However, "the hope that is seen is not hope." If we hope for what we can see, we wait patiently for it (Rom. 8:24). Therefore, you groan, seeking refuge to be saved; now, in your weakness, you implore the Healer: What will it be when you have achieved perfect wholeness? Will you, once equal to the angels of God (Matt. 22:30), forget the grace that delivered you? Certainly not.