Augustine of Hippo
In a season filled with hope and yet marked by deep groaning, humiliation, sorrow, and weakness, I find myself voicing the struggles of bondage. What does this mean? To many, I appear as a grotesque figure. Why is it that they perceive me as this? It is due to my faith in the unseen. While those around me revel in what they can observe, indulging in drunkenness, immorality, greed, wealth, theft, and worldly status, they take pride in these pursuits. In contrast, I turn away from such temporal pleasures, regarding them with disdain and instead fearing even the comforts of the world. My hope rests solely in the promises of God. They claim, “Let us eat and drink, for tomorrow we die” (1 Cor. 15:32). What say you? Again, I hear, “Let us eat and drink.” But tell me, what did you mean by that?
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For tomorrow we die, you warn. Your words have stirred fear within me; they did not lead me into error. Indeed, the following statement made an impact on me, confirming your point: “For tomorrow we shall die,” you repeated, preceded by, “We shall eat and drink.” When you said, “We shall eat and drink,” you added the reminder of our mortality. Yet, I hear another voice within me: Yes, let us fast and pray, for “tomorrow we die.” Though I remain steadfast on this challenging and narrow path, which may lead many to view me as a monster, I hold onto the truth that You are my great Helper. Be with me, Lord Jesus; remind me not to lose heart on this narrow road, for I am following the One who first traveled it. You are the Way, guiding me towards home in Yourself (John 14:6). Therefore, although I may appear monstrous to many, I will stand firm, for You are my Mighty Defender.