In this context, it is also written, "Whoever confesses Me before men, I will confess him before the angels of God." Thirdly, it means to acknowledge one’s sins before the Lord. As the Wise One notes, “Do not be ashamed to confess your sins” (Sir. 4:20). David spoke these words when he envisioned God rising in judgment to rescue the humble of the earth.
We often observe that the righteous are weighed down in this world, those who strive to emulate the meekness of the Lamb, the humble Lord Jesus, are sometimes fearful of offending both their Lord and their neighbors. They traverse a narrow path, enduring scorn, loss, hardship, and affronts, while the wicked thrive, flourishing in apparent happiness. The trials and tribulations faced by the pious seem arduous and perilous; doubts and troubling thoughts assail their souls: why such severe hardships, such an overwhelming tide of misfortunes — these are the restless musings, as the Wise One indicates, of a troubled spirit (Proverbs 12:26). In such moments, the justice of Providence and the truth of God’s promises may falter within their hearts amid the storm of despair. Yet, within them remains the thought that turns to the Lord in confession. In every trial, their faith shines like a lamp, cloaked in the innocence of childlike faith, reminding them that it is folly for mortals to gauge the unfathomable plans of God. Trust in the Word of God, which declares, "All the paths of the Lord are mercy and truth." Thus, a singular duty remains for humanity: to bless the Lord, embracing His fatherly hand even under the weight of chastisement.
This act of confession is no easy task; external circumstances, personal grief, and the nefarious provocations of the devil seem to conspire against it, attempting to silence all praise. Yet the righteous remain steadfast, humbled, and they do not cease to worship and bless the Lord. Eventually, the moment of divine judgment arrives; the arrogant wicked crumble like giant trees, their once magnificent structures of false security are laid waste, and their souls tremble at the thought of death, like scavengers in search of spoils, as their own offspring scatter their wealth. In contrast, the lineage of the righteous is blessed. With tranquility, the faithful approach the end of life, leaving behind pious children filled with hope. They find solace in the joyous thought that even amidst trials, their hearts are at peace, their minds quieted, and filled with joy. Likewise, the law of the Gospel guides us through narrow and challenging terrains. Frequently it demands self-denial, distance from indulgences, and even the crucifixion of our flesh through reverential fear of God.
Yet, there are those among us who seek pleasure over divine law. They question, "What benefit do you derive from denying yourselves, laboring tirelessly, fasting, praying, and refraining from actions that could yield tangible rewards? Go, enjoy yourselves!" Others, masquerading as advocates of the law, incite us to indulge in sinful desires. They sometimes invite us to partake in false peace offerings, leading us toward destruction, as the Wise One relates (Proverbs 7:14, 27). You may feel unable to challenge them or extricate yourself from their influence, silently hearing their bold claims and flattering remarks. Nevertheless, you must remain steadfast within, preferring God’s commandments over the paths of hedonism and sin. Then will your thoughts be laid bare before the Lord. This mirrors the experience of the holy prophet, who stated, “The transgressors of the law tell the story of mockery, but not as Your law, O Lord” (Psalm 118:65). St. David did not constantly refute or respond to the scoffs of the wicked; at times, he listened quietly, comparing the divine commandment to fleeting desires for ease, confessing inwardly the immeasurable superiority of God’s law.
To the flatterers, he remained mute, resembling one who is deaf, who does not open his eyes (Psalm 37:13). So likewise, you can become a silent confessor of God, striving to cast aside any distracting feelings or thoughts that oppose the Gospel. This signifies your acknowledgment that the law is holy, and the commandment is holy, just, and good (Rom. 7:12). This acknowledgment is as challenging as the initial confession because: 1) the fallen soul harbors an innate inclination toward sin, 2) the flesh perpetually resists the spirit, seeking to muffle its holy confession, and 3) the devil perpetually incites sinful desires in our hearts. However, the season of temptations will ultimately pass, and if you steadfastly maintain this confession, as the Apostle encourages (Hebrews 10:23), and through its influence reach the end of your days, your thoughts will celebrate the Lord.
Even if passions persist, they shall be calmed, and the wisdom gained over a lifetime will vindicate your inner confession. You will emerge from moments of temptation, and peace and joy will be the fruit of your life-long acknowledgment of God’s commandments. In this peace and joy, you will exalt the Lord at the conclusion of your days. Just as soldiers rejoice after a long-fought victory, so too will your soul rejoice for not succumbing to the enticing greetings of the wicked, for adhering to God’s law, for traveling the path of righteousness instead of surrendering to greed, and for avoiding the ways of immorality. As the Holy Altar radiates with light on the glorious feast of the Resurrection of Christ, so will your thoughts celebrate before the conclusion of this life, having achieved through unceasing confession a radiant hope in the resurrection to eternal life.
Living in the world, it is inevitable to grapple with sin, and a righteous person may stumble repeatedly, as Scripture attests. What then does a devout and righteous person do upon recognizing their repeated faults or encountering actions, words, or thoughts that contradict God’s holiness? They continually confess their sins to the Lord. Yet, it can be challenging to seek the counsel of a confessor, often feeling isolated without a spiritual companion to voice their repentance. Thus, they make their sacramental confession before God in their hearts and souls. Consequently, the thoughts of the pious are in constant dialogue with the Lord. Strive to emulate their example, remaining vigilant in your life’s external and internal movements, and being mindful not only of actions but also of thoughts and intentions. You will undoubtedly perceive sin not just in your deeds but also within your thoughts. Purify your soul through repentance, ensuring that no thought or feeling enters eternity unadorned by the light of Christ's truth through sincere contrition. Wherever you may be—whether on the road, at work, in society, or in seclusion—let your thoughts be continually confessed to the Lord. The Lord will receive these confessions graciously, and when you encounter your spiritual guide, He will recall your confessions and cleanse your sins. This ongoing confession of thought will bear fruit, allowing you to glorify God in your later years. Just as we set aside our labors for a feast, so shall your soul find rest at the end of life, having humbly confessed to God throughout your journey. Amen.
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