John Chrysostom
No one else was counted worthy to love the Lord as this blessed soul did. The Apostle says everything as though he had already been freed from the body and, as it were, had flown up to heaven. He reckoned that he no longer walked upon the earth. His longing for God and burning love for Him transferred his mind from sensible things to intelligible things. It moved him from the present to the future, from the visible to the unseen. Such are faith and love for God. To learn his great prudence, look at him. He so loved the Lord and burned with longing for Him. He was driven out, persecuted, beaten, and endured thousands of horrors. Yet while suffering all this, he rejoiced and was glad.
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He knew and was certain that present hardships were for him a pledge of the greatest rewards, and that afflictions brought crowns. If Jacob, because of love for Rachel, counted seven years as a few days (cf. Gen 29:20), then this blessed one counted everything still more as nothing. Once enflamed with longing for God, he endured everything for beloved Christ. Let us also, I beg you, strive to love Christ. Christ Himself, according to His own saying, requires nothing else from you than love for Him with all your heart and the keeping of His commandments (cf. Mt 22:37-39). See here, beloved, how virtuous the soul of this blessed man is. He had already called what he did boldness and madness. Though necessity compelled him, he was not content with what he had said. But when he resolved to declare that he surpassed them in very many things, he again called his words madness. He did this so that no one would think he spoke from self-love. It is as though he said: Do I not know that I am doing something displeasing to many and unworthy of me? But pressing necessity compels me. Therefore forgive me for speaking mad words. Let us, burdened with such a weight of sins, imitate even his shadow. If we ever do anything good, we cannot keep even this in the treasuries of the heart. We proclaim and reveal it out of love for human glory, and by such untimely talkativeness deprive ourselves of God’s reward. Nothing of this sort was in blessed Paul. What then? “Are they ministers of Christ?” he says. “I speak as a fool: I am more.” Then he reveals those struggles of his which the false apostles did not perform. How could people perform them who were hostile to the truth? They strove in every way to hinder the preaching of piety and disturbed the minds of simple people. Therefore, having said, “I am more,” he lists the struggles of his courage and says, “in labors more abundantly, in stripes beyond measure, and in deaths often.” What are you saying? Your words are strange and extraordinary. Is it possible to die several times? Yes, he says, it is possible, if not in actual fact, then in intention. By this he teaches us that, for the sake of preaching, he was constantly exposed to dangers that threatened him with death. Yet the grace of God preserved the contestant amid the dangers themselves, so that the disciples might receive great benefit from him. “In deaths,” he says, “often.”