Genesis 43:14Meaning & Commentary from the Church Fathers

Consider the immense love he demonstrates for Joseph. To prevent any misunderstanding regarding his statement, “If I should be childless already, let me be childless,” one must recognize that he is not referring to Benjamin or Simeon. For he had previously expressed: “But God Almighty grant you mercy before the man, so that he will release your other brother and Benjamin.” He acknowledges that, although his other sons are still alive, he feels utterly bereft as he regards himself as a father without a child due to the loss of Joseph. Reflect on how deeply committed he was to Joseph; despite being surrounded by numerous offspring, he mourned the absence of Joseph and viewed himself as lacking.

Due to Jacob's own intense hunger, he reluctantly allowed Benjamin to accompany his brothers, sending them off with his blessings, lamenting that he had already lost Rachel and feared losing her sons as well. When their hunger became increasingly dire, Jacob expressed his anguish, stating that if he were to suffer the loss of Rachel's children and his cherished sons, they should rise, take the gifts intended for their brother, and embark on their journey together.

If I am destined to have no children, then I will accept it. In other words, I surrender myself and my descendants to God; if He chooses to bring upon me further hardship and take away my children, may it unfold according to His divine will (refer to a similar sentiment in Esther 4:16). Adversity and peril drive Jacob to an unwavering commitment to God, and this faithfulness will ultimately result in a positive resolution to his trials.