What, then, is this? He seems to have said nothing other than that after His Passion they would know who He is. Therefore, without doubt, He saw there some whom He Himself knew. In His foreknowledge, He had chosen them with His other saints before the foundation of the world, and after His Passion they would believe. For when the Holy Spirit was sent from above, after the Lord's Passion, Resurrection, and Ascension, miracles were performed in the name of Him whom the persecuting Jews had despised as dead. Then they were cut to the heart. Those who in fury had killed Him were changed and believed in Him. These were the three thousand and the five thousand Jews whom He saw there when He said, "When you lift up the Son of Man, then you will know that I am." It was as though He said, "I postpone the time of your knowledge in order to undergo My Passion."
This does not mean that all who heard Him would believe only then, after the Lord's Passion. For a little later the evangelist says, "As He spoke these things, many believed in Him" (Jn 8:30), though the Son of Man had not yet been lifted up. By His lifting up, he means His lifting up in the Passion, not in glory. He means the cross, not heaven, because He was also lifted up when He hung upon the tree. But that lifting up was humility. For then He became obedient even unto death, the death of the cross (Phil 2:8). This was to be fulfilled by the hands of those who afterward believed. To them He said, "When you lift up the Son of Man, then you will know that I am." Why so, if not so that no one should despair when conscious of any crime? For he sees that even murder, as it were, was forgiven to those who killed Christ.
You thought that He is the Father because He said, "I am." Hear that He is the Son: "And of Myself I do nothing" (Jn 8:28). What does "of Myself I do nothing" mean? "I do not exist from Myself." For the Son is God from the Father, and the Father is not God from the Son. The Son is God from God, while the Father is God, but not from God. The Son is Light from Light, while the Father is Light, but not from Light. The Son is, but there is One from whom He is. The Father is, but there is no one from whom He is.
Therefore do not set before your eyes two men, as it were, one father and the other son. Do not imagine a father speaking to his son as you do when you speak words to your son. What, then, shall we say, brothers? In what manner did the Father speak with the Son, since the Son says, "As My Father taught Me, I speak these things" (Jn 8:28)? Did He converse with Him? When the Father taught the Son, did He utter words as you utter words when you teach your son? How did He utter words to the Word? How were many words received by the one Word? If God speaks in our hearts without sound, how does He speak with His Son? The Father spoke with the Son incorporeally, for the Father begot the Son incorporeally. He did not teach Him as though He had begotten Him untaught. Rather, He taught Him in such a way that He begot Him knowing. For if, as few understand, the nature of truth is simple, then for the Son, to be is to know. The Father, by begetting Him, gave Him being. In the same way, by begetting Him, He also gave Him knowledge.
You have already heard much, beloved, from the Holy Gospel according to John, which you see in our hands. You have heard what, with God's help, we have explained as far as we could. We have impressed upon you that this evangelist was especially chosen to speak of the divine essence of the Lord, according to which He is equal to the Father and is the only Son of God. For this reason he is compared to the eagle, because no other bird is known to fly so high. Therefore listen with the greatest attention to what follows in order, as the Lord has granted us to interpret it.
We spoke with you about the preceding passage, trying to explain how the Father should be understood as true, and the Son as Truth. But when the Lord Jesus said, "He who sent Me is true" (Jn 8:26), the Jews did not understand that He was speaking to them of the Father. Therefore He said to them what you have just heard in the reading: "When you lift up the Son of Man, then you will know that I am, and that I do nothing of Myself; but as My Father taught Me, I speak these things." What does this mean? He seems to have said nothing other than that they would know who He is after His Passion. Beyond all doubt, He saw there certain persons whom He knew. In His foreknowledge He had chosen them, together with His other saints, before the creation of the world. He knew that they would believe after His Passion.
These are the ones whom we constantly praise and set before you with great zeal for imitation. For after the descent of the Holy Spirit, following the Passion, Resurrection, and Ascension of the Lord, miracles began to be performed in His name. Then the Jews who had persecuted Him repented in their hearts, though they had recently despised Him as dead. Those who had killed Him in fury were transformed, believed, and began to drink the blood which in their frenzy they had shed. These were the three thousand and the five thousand Jews (cf. Acts 2:37, 41; 4:4) whom He saw there when He said, "When you lift up the Son of Man, then you will know that I am." It was as though He said, "I postpone the moment when you will know Me, so that I may bring My Passion to completion. In its own order you will know who I am."
This does not mean that all who heard Him would believe only after the Lord's Passion. For a little later it is said, "As He spoke these things, many believed in Him" (Jn 8:30), when the Son of Man had not yet been lifted up. Certainly He speaks of lifting up in the sense of the Passion, not in the sense of glorification. He speaks of being lifted up on the cross, not into heaven. For He was also lifted up when He was hung upon the cross. But that lifting up was His humiliation, for then He became obedient even unto the death of the cross (cf. Phil 2:8). This was to be fulfilled by the hands of those who would later believe. To them He said, "When you lift up the Son of Man, then you will know that I am." Why did He say this? Precisely so that no man would lose hope, whatever crime he might know in himself, when he sees that murder was forgiven to those who killed Christ.
And so the Lord, knowing them in that crowd, said, "When you lift up the Son of Man, then you will know that I am." You already know what "I am" means, and I must not repeat it constantly, lest so great a matter become wearisome to you. Recall this: "I am He who is," and "He who is has sent Me" (Ex 3:14). Then you will understand what was meant by the words, "Then you will know that I am." But the Father also is He who is, and the Holy Spirit also is He who is. The whole Trinity belongs to this being.
Yet because the Lord was speaking also as the Son, it was important that no Sabellian error, that is, the error of the Patripassians, should suddenly spring up from His saying, "Then you will know that I am." I advised you not to hold this error, but to beware of it. They said, "The Father and the Son are the same: two names, but one thing." Therefore, so that you might beware of this error, the Lord said, "Then you will know that I am." But lest they suppose Him to be the Father, He immediately added, "I do nothing of Myself; but as My Father taught Me, I speak these things."
The Sabellian had already begun to rejoice, as though support for his error had been found. But at once, as if led out of darkness, he was confounded by the light of the next statement. You, Sabellian, thought that He is the Father because He said, "I am." Hear that He is the Son: "I do nothing of Myself." What does "I do nothing of Myself" mean? It means, "I do not exist from Myself." For the Son is God from the Father. But the Father is God, not from the Son. The Son is God from God. The Father is God, but not from God. The Son is Light from Light. The Father is Light, but not from Light. The Son is He who is, but He is from Him who is. The Father is He who is, but not from Him who is.
When He added, "As My Father taught Me, I speak these things," let no fleshly understanding creep upon any of you, my brothers. Human weakness cannot conceive anything except what it usually does or hears. Therefore do not set before your eyes two men, as it were, one the Father and the other the Son. Do not imagine the Father speaking to the Son as you do when you speak certain words to your son. You exhort and instruct him how he ought to speak, so that whatever he hears from you he may entrust to memory. Having entrusted it to memory, he can express it with the tongue, divide it into words, and convey to another's ears what he has received in his own. Do not think this way, lest you set up idols in your hearts.
Do not attribute to the Trinity the human form, the outline of human limbs, the shape of human flesh, outwardly manifested senses, bodily posture and movement, use of the tongue, and division of sounds. These belong only to the form of a servant (cf. Phil 2:7), which the Only-begotten Son received when the Word became flesh to dwell among us (cf. Jn 1:14). I do not forbid you, human weakness, to think from what you know. Rather, I even call you to this. If true faith abides in you, understand Christ as He is from the Virgin Mary, not as He is from God the Father. He was an infant, grew as a man, walked as a man, hungered and thirsted as a man, slept as a man. Finally, He suffered as a man, was hung upon the tree, died, and was buried as a man. In the same form He rose. In the same form, before the eyes of the disciples, He ascended into heaven. In the same form He will come for Judgment. For the voice of the angels has established this in the Gospel: "He will come in the same manner as you saw Him go into heaven" (Acts 1:11).
Therefore, when you consider the form of a servant in Christ, think of Him as like man, if faith is in you. But when you consider that "in the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God" (Jn 1:1), cast every human likeness from your heart. Drive from your thoughts everything bounded by bodily limits, enclosed in spatial place, or determined by any weight. Remove such an image from your heart. Think, if you can, of the beauty of wisdom. Set before yourself the beauty of righteousness. Does wisdom have a shape? Does it have stature? Does it have color? It has none of these, and yet it exists. For if it did not exist, it would not be loved or praised. It would not be held, with love and praise, in the heart and in one's way of life. Men become wise. How would they become wise if wisdom did not exist? Moreover, O man, if you cannot see your own wisdom with bodily eyes, nor think of it through the same bodily images as bodily things, how do you dare give the wisdom of God the form of a human body?
What then shall we say, brothers? In what manner did the Father speak to the Son? For the Son said, "As My Father taught Me, I speak these things." Did He speak with Him? When the Father taught the Son, did He use words as you use words when you teach your son? How did He use words for the Word? How were many words used for the one Word? Did the Word of the Father keep ears close to the mouth of the Father? Let these bodily images be torn from your hearts.