The Psalmist aptly describes this affliction of humanity: "suffered and slumbered to the end" (Psalm 37:7). For when he reflects on humanity's creation for the contemplation of the Supreme Light, he recognizes that due to sin, one is exiled and carries darkness in the soul, desiring the base rather than the heavenly. He becomes distressed upon observing this in humanity and laments, “I have suffered and slumbered to the end.”
For one who becomes consumed by earthly matters suffers and is troubled, but not entirely to the brink of despair. On the other hand, he who is diverted not just by necessity but also indulgent pleasures suffers deeply, bruised to the end. Thus, another prophet speaks of unclean spirits, “and whoever recovers your soul, bow down, yes minem” (Is. 51:23). The soul stands upright when it seeks after the things above and does not succumb to the things below. Yet, evil spirits, witnessing its uprightness, cannot encroach upon it, as their crossing is to instill impure longings. Hence, they utter, “Bow down, da minem;” for if the soul does not lower itself to transient desires, their malice loses its grip. Therefore, dear brethren, do we not invite evil spirits into ourselves when we passionately pursue earthly desires, bending to temporal cravings? It is indeed shameful to fervently desire worldly matters, setting ourselves up for enemies to invade our souls. He who gazes at the earth is bent over; he who seeks the lowest does not remember the great price at which he has been redeemed. This is why it is stated through Moses that a hunchback shall never serve as a priest (Lev. 21:20). Those redeemed by the blood of Christ are made part of the same high priesthood. Thus, through Peter, it is proclaimed, “Ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood” (1 Pet. 2:9). Yet, he who is bent exclusively looks downward, stripped of priesthood, for one solely devoted to earthly matters bears witness against themselves of not being a member of the High Priesthood.
Furthermore, the faithful are forbidden to eat fish lacking scales (Lev. 11:10). The fish that possess scales commonly leap over the water. So, what do the winged fish represent if not the elect souls? They only truly belong to the Church of Heaven when resting upon the feathers of virtues, enabling them to leap towards the heavenly by their yearning for the Highest in contemplation, though they must return again due to the mortal body. Therefore, since we faithfully recognize the gifts of our heavenly homeland, beloved brethren, let us not despair in our sorrow. Picture a grieving woman and a barren fig tree. Let us recall the sins we have committed and fertilize the roots of our hearts with true repentance, transforming our coldness into the fruitful bounty of redemption. Even if we cannot fully embody all virtues, God finds pleasure in our heartfelt lamentation. He offers us His favor at the dawn of justice, chastising the unrighteous deeds we have done. Let there be no delay in our tears, for the joys that endure will wash away the transient sorrows through our Lord Jesus Christ, who lives and reigns with the Father and the Holy Spirit, God, for all eternity. Amen.