In their hearts, two conflicting emotions battled: an eagerness to witness the establishment of the Messiah's reign and to share in the glory of His earthly sovereignty, combined with a dread of the peril that they believed awaited them. They recalled Christ’s promise in Galilee, which spoke of their future role as judges of Israel, seated on twelve thrones. This divine promise, while profound in its spiritual significance, was taken literally by the disciples. Hope swelled within them that this journey to Jerusalem would culminate in the arrival of the Messianic kingdom during Passover. The people's prevailing sentiment towards civil and religious transformation, especially their growing favor towards Jesus, filled the disciples with joyful anticipation.
However, as their hopes waned and they faced the stark realities of their present circumstances—vulnerability, poverty, and the might of their adversaries—they became filled with confusion and trepidation, experiencing fear and cowardice. Their anxious state did not go unnoticed by the Savior. Recognizing that the root of their fear was their uncertainty and ignorance about the future, He deemed it essential to clarify once more what they had yet to grasp: that in Jerusalem, He was not to receive a throne, but a cross. Yet, He assured them that this would not thwart His divine mission or the salvation it would bring to humanity, nor the glory that would surpass any earthly majesty they could conceive.
Therefore, drawing the disciples closer and distancing Himself from the others, the Lord addressed them: “Behold, we are going up to Jerusalem, and the Son of Man will be delivered up to the chief priests and scribes, and they will condemn Him to death, and deliver Him to the Gentiles to be mocked, scourged, and crucified; and on the third day He will rise again!” This declaration, spoken with unprecedented clarity and detail, encapsulated the forthcoming events—both deeply sorrowful and profoundly hopeful.
The disciples might have reasoned that their fears were unfounded in light of the promised resurrection, yet they failed to comprehend the weight of His prediction. The Evangelist testifies that they did not grasp the meaning of His words; they remained oblivious to the truth that was hidden from them. This incomprehension is astonishing to us, who struggle to fully appreciate their mindset. Lacking the belief that the Messiah could possibly endure death—especially through the horrific means foretold—while instead anticipating the imminent establishment of His glorious kingdom, they could not take His words at face value.
To illustrate, consider a close friend of a king’s son who, having been assured of his status as the heir, might find it hard to accept that his friend would endure shame, suffering, and death despite possessing the means to evade it. Such a friend might doubt the clarity of those grim words and instead look for a metaphorical interpretation, especially if the prince often spoke in parables. The apostles similarly misinterpreted their Master’s meaning, perhaps viewing His declaration as allegorical.
Nonetheless, the Lord’s foretelling of His suffering and death was not without purpose, though the disciples did not realize it at the time. It was later revealed that Christ, in full knowledge of the cross and its agonies, chose to submit to it willingly for the salvation of mankind. Furthermore, when the Master’s suffering began, the disciples, particularly some, could draw upon His previous prediction, finding encouragement in the fulfillment of the distressing elements of His prophecy—the calamities He would endure—while eagerly awaiting the triumph of His resurrection. This very foresight would inspire St. John, who, despite his youth, exemplified remarkable courage during the trials and death of Jesus.