As Scripture declares, ‘we are taught of God.’ This very statement confirms what I assert: ‘For there entered,’ it says, “a meditation among them: ---- that is, among the holy apostles, ---- ”about who among them is the greatest. And let it be known to anyone who presumes that Jesus was merely a man that such a belief is misguided and far from reality. For even though the Word of God became flesh, He retained His divine nature and remained God. The ability to scrutinize hearts and minds, to understand their secrets, belongs solely to the supreme God, with no other being capable of this. Yet Christ probes the thoughts of the holy apostles and perceives their innermost sentiments with divine insight. Thus, He is truly God, being magnificently and divinely esteemed.
Now, let us reflect on whether all the blessed disciples were struck by this thought simultaneously. Did they all experience this concern at once? It seems implausible to suggest that they all, without exception, became victims of the same thought simultaneously; instead, I believe it happened to one, the insightful evangelist, who, to avoid singling out any disciple and placing blame, speaks generically, stating, ‘And a thought entered into them, which of them was chief.’ This reveals how subtly Satan orchestrates mischief. For this serpent is both clever and multifaceted, plotting against those whose hearts are set on a virtuous life and who earnestly seek greater holiness; and if he can entice anyone through earthly pleasures, he aggressively heightens the allure of sensuality, dragging even the most steadfast spirits down to base desires. However, if someone is brave and evades these traps, Satan concocts alternative schemes to tempt them with mental distress. He sows discontent where it is unwelcome: and within those who possess noble virtues, he stirs the fire of vanity, gradually leading them to despicable arrogance. Just as warriors equipped to defend against invaders employ various strategies—whether by releasing arrows from bows, hurling stones from slings, or boldly engaging with drawn swords—so too does Satan wield an array of tactics, waging war against the saints through a multitude of sins.
Thus, the desire for prestige and recognition afflicted one of the holy apostles, for the very contention over who ranks highest among them signifies the ambition of one eager to lead the rest. However, Christ, the Deliverer, was not unaware; He discerned this thought rising within the disciple's heart, taking root like a bitter weed as foretold in Scripture: He perceived the harmful work of the evil sower; and before it was allowed to flourish, before it established strong roots and fully seized the heart, He skillfully uprooted the wickedness. He recognized the adversary’s arrow that had penetrated, and before it could take effect and pierce the mind, He provided a remedy. For when passions are still emerging within us, likened to infancy, they can be easily subdued. But when they have matured and gained strength, they become challenging to eradicate and present a bold front. Therefore, a wise saying states: ‘If the spirit of a ruler rises up against you, do not forsake your place, for yielding cures many sins.’