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Psalm 120 (119):5Meaning & Commentary from the Church Fathers

Woe is me, that my sojourning is prolonged! I have dwelt with the inhabitants of Cedar:

Douay-Rheims · Hebrew numbering, Septuagint numbering in brackets.

אֽוֹיָה־לִ֭י כִּי־גַ֣רְתִּי מֶ֑שֶׁךְ שָׁ֝כַ֗נְתִּי עִֽם־אָהֳלֵ֥י קֵדָֽר׃

Hebrew (Masoretic text)

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John Chrysostom

4th centuryChurch Father

Another translator, whose name is unknown, laments, "Woe to me for continuing my journey." A third voice expresses, "Woe to me for extending my stay." They sorrow over the Babylonian captivity, whereas Paul mourns the prolonged duration of earthly existence, stating, "While we are in this earthly tent, we groan, burdened" (2 Cor. 5:4). He further observes, "Not only that, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly" (Rom. 8:23). Indeed, true life is a pilgrimage. What am I saying? A yearning for travel? It is a far deeper affliction than mere wanderlust. This is why Christ referred to it as a path: "For narrow is the gate and difficult is the way that leads to life" (Matt. 7:14).

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Understanding that we are pilgrims in this life is the most essential truth and a foundational principle of wisdom. The ancients acknowledged this reality, which brought them great honor. Paul articulates this thought, stating, "God is not ashamed to be called their God" (Heb. 11:16). Why does he say “their”? Because they recognized themselves as transients and outsiders. This realization forms the essence and groundwork of profound virtue. The one who wanders here will eventually become a citizen there; the one who feels like a stranger in this world will not cling to worldly possessions, nor will they care for a home, wealth, food, or similar concerns. Just as those in a foreign land take every effort to return to their homeland and strive daily to glimpse the land of their origin, so too will someone who loves the treasures of eternity remain unfazed by present troubles and not prideful in favorable circumstances, but will move past these worldly distractions like a traveler. This is why we are instructed to pray, "Thy kingdom come," so we do not become ensnared by the day's trials, but instead nurture a longing and anticipation for that day, keeping it ever in our sight. If the Jews, longing to return to Jerusalem even after their liberation, grieve for their past, what reason do we have, what justification can we offer for lacking a fervent love for the heavenly Jerusalem? Consider their sorrow during their time among strangers: "I have dwelled in the tents of Kedar" (see Interpretation v. 6).

Augustine of Hippo

5th centuryChurch Father

The Psalm we have just heard, to which we have responded vocally, is concise and very beneficial. You won't have to invest much effort in listening to it, nor will your efforts to understand it be in vain. Indicated by the title, it is ‘A Song of Degrees,’ which signifies levels either of ascent or descent. In the context of this Psalm, it pertains specifically to those ascending. Thus, there are both those who climb this ladder and those who descend. Genesis 28:12 Who are the ascendants? They are those progressing toward a deeper comprehension of spiritual truths. Conversely, who are the descendents?

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They are those who, while possessing some understanding of spiritual matters that is attainable for humanity, still descend to instruct the young and innocent, offering them the elementary truths so they may grow strong enough to receive more profound spiritual nourishment.

When someone begins to contemplate their ascent or, put simply, when a believer starts to seek spiritual renewal, they inevitably encounter the hostility of detractors. Anyone who has yet to suffer through such opposition cannot claim to have made real advancement; those who cannot endure criticism are not genuinely striving for improvement. Do you wish to grasp what we imply? Experience for yourself the scorn directed at us. Start on your journey of transformation; yearn for ascent, disdain the transient and fragile pleasures of this world, value worldly achievements as insignificant, focus solely on God, seek no joy in material possessions nor sorrow in loss, even aspire to sell everything you have to help the poor and follow Christ; witness how you withstand the harsh words of slanderers and ongoing adversaries, and even more perilous - deceptive advisors who might distract you from your salvation.

The one who is lifted up first turns to God in prayer against such voices: for he says, ‘When I was in distress, I called upon the Lord; and He answered me’ Psalm 118:1. Why did He respond? To place him upon the steps of ascent.

“Deliver my soul, O Lord, from deceptive lips and from a wicked tongue” Psalm 119:2. What constitutes a deceitful tongue? A deceptive tongue that masks itself as counsel yet carries the curse of true evil. Such are those who say, “Will you do what no one else does? Will you be the only Christian?” Some are disheartened by justifications, while others are hindered by misguided praise. Given the pervasive nature of this present life, so potent is Christ that even non-believers refrain from vilifying Him. Those who cannot denounce Him read His words. They cannot contest Christ, nor can they refute the Gospel; Christ remains blameless, yet a deceptive tongue turns to flattery as a stumbling block. If you offer praise, let it be accompanied by encouragement. Why discourage through your flattery?

You now turn to another form of excuse, seeking to divert me with false praise, claiming that by extolling Christ, you may pull me away from Christ, asking, “What is this?” These individuals have set up a snare: you may strive upward and instead stumble. It serves as a warning; it is like a serpent, a deceitful tongue laden with venom. Pray against it if your goal is to ascend.

Your Lord has posed a question to you, “What will be given to you, or what shall be presented to you against the deceitful tongue?” Psalm 119:3. What shall be given to you, that is, what armaments can shield you against a lying tongue? Or what shall they offer you? He invites you to test Him; for He will respond to His own inquiry. For He gives His answer even before the arrows of the Mighty One, with coals that bring about devastation or desolation Psalm 119:4. The notion of desolation relates inherently to this theme; for it is evident that desolation easily follows desolating actions. What are these coals? First, beloved brethren, let us comprehend what sharp arrows are. The sharp arrows of the Mighty One symbolize the very words of God.

What do the coals that cause desolation represent? It is insufficient to merely offer intercessions with words against a deceitful tongue and unjust lips; we must also demonstrate justification through our example. Thus, the term ‘coals’ refers to the testimonies of many sinners who have repented and sought the Lord. You may hear others express astonishment, saying, “I knew that man, how deeply immersed he was in vices, how wicked, what a lover of entertainment—yet look how he now serves God with innocence.” Do not be amazed; he is like a burning coal. You find joy in the one you once mourned as lost now alive. But as you commend the living, remember to direct such praise toward the dead as well, that it may ignite their spirits; whoever still lingers in apathy must be likened to a quenched coal, absorbing the fiery arrows from the Word of God, and be engulfed in the fire of faith to confront the deceitful tongue and the wicked mouth.

“Oh, how much my pilgrimage has lengthened!” Psalm 119:5. It has strayed far from You: my wanderings have drifted afar. I have not yet reached that place where I won't dwell alongside evildoers; I have not yet arrived at the fellowship of Angels where no offense can touch me. But why have I not reached that destination? Because a pilgrimage is a journey. One is deemed an alien when residing in a land not their own.

And when are we far adrift? Sometimes, brethren, when a person travels abroad, they find themselves amongst better companions than they could have encountered in their native land; however, it is not so when we stray far from the Holy City. A person can change their residence and sometimes benefit from this foreign experience, finding faithful allies they could not discover at home. They may have been driven from their homeland due to antagonism, only to find what was lacking in their own land. But this is not the case with the land of Jerusalem, where all are righteous: to be separated from it means you dwell among the wicked, and you cannot escape their company except by returning to the Angels' company to be where you once were prior to your journey. There, all are just and holy, basking in the Word of God without the need for written text; they perceive what we read through the radiance of God’s countenance.

What a magnificent country! Indeed, a grand land, and lamentable are the souls who wander from it.

When the Psalmist speaks of “my pilgrimage is far off,” he expresses the collective voice of the Church, laboring on this earth. It is the Church that cries out from the ends of the world in another Psalm, declaring, “From the ends of the earth I have cried unto Thee...” Where does she groan and among whom does she dwell? “I have dwelt among the tents of Kedar.” Understanding this Hebrew term may elude you, but what does it imply when I say I dwelt among the tents of Kedar? Kedar denotes darkness in Hebrew and translates to tenebrae in Latin. Recall that Abraham had two sons, whom the Apostle recognized as archetypes of the two covenants. Ishmael represents darkness, while Isaac embodies light. Anyone who pursues worldly happiness within God’s Church aligns with Ishmael. These are the very individuals who undermine and disparage those striving for spiritual advancement, possessing deceitful tongues and unjust mouths.

Against such opposition, the Psalmist prayed and was granted burning coals and swift, sharp arrows from the Mighty One. He continues to dwell among them until the entire earth is sown; hence, he states, “I have dwelled among the tents of Kedar.” The tents of Ishmael are known as the tents of Kedar. This is explicitly noted in Genesis, as Kedar is recorded to belong to Ishmael. Genesis 25:13 Thus, Isaac coexists with Ishmael; those aligned with Isaac reside among those aligned with Ishmael. Galatians 4:29 The former seek to rise higher, while the latter attempt to pull them down; those who aspire to ascend to God find themselves confronted by those who endeavor to clip their wings.

“My soul has greatly wandered” Psalm 119:6. To avoid interpreting this as mere physical wandering, he specifies that it is his soul that has strayed. The body moves through different places, whereas the soul wanders in its affections. If you cherish earthly things, you distance yourself from God; if you love God, you draw closer to Him. Let us engage in love for both God and neighbor to return to true charity. If we fall to the ground, we wither and perish; yet one has come down to assist this fallen man, so he may rise again. During his time of wandering, he mentions dwelling among the tents of Kedar. Why? Because my soul has strayed significantly. It ascends wherever true ascent lies. He does not wander in body but ascends in spirit. But where does genuine ascent occur? As he notes, it happens within the heart.

“With those who despise the world, I was at peace” Psalm 119:7. However much you listen, beloved brethren, you cannot demonstrate the authenticity of your song until your actions mirror what you sing. Regardless of how often I repeat it, regardless of my attempts at articulation, none of it will resonate with the heart of one unresponsive to it. Begin to act, and experience the essence of our words. Then, tears will flow with each phrase, the Psalm will be sung, and your heart will embody the sentiments expressed in the Psalm...

Who are those who detest the world? They are those who disrupt unity. If they truly repelled worldly desires, they would exist in harmony. But they have separated themselves to uphold righteousness, ensuring that the ungodly do not mingle within their ranks. These sentiments are either reflective of our beliefs or theirs; make your choice. The Catholic Church stands firm: “Unity must be preserved, the Church of God shouldn’t be severed.” Ultimately, God will judge both the wicked and the righteous.

We assert, love the world, love Christ. For if one loves the world, they also love Christ. Therefore, when we implore, “Love the world,” we are, in essence, saying: “Love Christ.” Why? Because the Apostle proclaims of Christ: “He is our peace, who hath made both one.” Ephesians 2:14 If Christ embodies peace by uniting both, why would you create division when He unifies? How can you be peacemakers if, when Christ merges two into one, you split one into two? Despite this, we strive to be peacemakers alongside those who disdain the world; nevertheless, those who bear enmity towards the world declared war against us in vain.

Athanasius the Great

4th centuryChurch Father

Woe is me, for my arrival shall persist. This expresses a fresh plea to the Lord for salvation from the coming of trials. I have arrived with the settlements of Kidar, a land situated in the eastern wilderness, reaching even to the Persians, populated by a tribe among the Saracens.

Jerome of Stridon

4th centuryChurch Father

Thus proclaims the holy one who yearns not for the things of the flesh, who craves not for earthly possessions, but seeks the heavenly realm. "Woe is me, for my pilgrimage endures." In times of illness, when we are feverish, when we come close to death, when we are sorrowful, when fear grips us, when we plead for a delay, this sentiment becomes hard to articulate. He was in good health, not afflicted, yet he uttered, "Woe is me, for my pilgrimage endures." For while we reside in this earthly vessel, we are distant from the Lord (2 Cor. 5:6). Woe is me, for my dwelling persists. "My dwelling" - he did not merely say, "my abode." "My dwelling" - in this life, we do not possess a home, but we wander. Thus, the apostle states, "As sojourners and pilgrims" (1 Pet. 2:11).

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"I am a stranger and an alien" (Ps. 38:13). Woe is me, for my pilgrimage endures. This is the message of the psalmist: I am in distress while inhabiting this body. Who among us can truly affirm that? If we reach eighty, we dread death. If we are a hundred and unwell, we hope for an extension. Why do we react this way? Because the weight of our sins torments our conscience. We are aware that upon leaving the body, our destination is not with Christ, but rather to Gehenna. What does the apostle express? "For I am in a strait betwixt two, having a desire to depart, and to be with Christ" (Phil. 1:23). Grant me peace, for I long to be with Christ after death; even now, my heart longs for the end of this life. Hence, since David is holy, he laments, "Woe is me, for my pilgrimage endures." "I dwelled among the inhabitants of Kedar." "Kedar" signifies "darkness" in our language. Reflect on these words. What territory do we inhabit? What world do we dwell in? I have shared life with the inhabitants of Kedar. I have lingered long in darkness, a lengthy duration in this mortal form. "Long hath my soul dwelt" (Ps. 119:6). Ponder the words of the saint. Even if I have lived for a decade, my soul has endured for ages. For what can compare to the eternal joy of the life to come when set against earthly existence? There is much more to contemplate, yet as we approach the conclusion, words swiftly come to a close.

The term Kidar signifies 'darkness,' and in this context, the world embodies that darkness because the light that shines in the darkness is sacred, and the darkness cannot comprehend it (John 1:5).

Theodoret of Cyrus

5th centuryChurch Father

Woe is me that my estrangement will persist. I voiced this in my prayers, and the Compassionate One heard my plea and showed me kindness. The Prophet speaks of existence in a foreign land as a form of separation. Seventy years is rightly regarded as a significant duration. The Prophet declared this to be the ideal length of human existence. He states that the span of our years is seventy years (Psalms 89:10). I will reside among the settlements of Kidar. Kidar was the second son of Ishmael, and his descendants still inhabit the region near Babylon. Historically, these groups have harbored animosity toward one another, as depicted in the words: "Cast out the slave and her son; for the son of the slave shall not inherit with my son Isaac" (Gen. 21:10). Thus, they rightly mourn their loss of former liberty, as they live in proximity to those who resemble their subjugators, compelled to assume a servile position themselves.

Euthymios Zigabenos

11th centuryCommentator

These words resonate once more through the voice of the captive Jewish people, who express their sorrow, saying, "Woe is me, for my exile in Babylon endured for seventy years." The prophet, as noted by Theodoret, aligns the span of human life with this number, declaring, "the days of our years are seventy years" (Psalms 89:10). The lament of prolonged captivity is echoed in the statement of dwelling among the inhabitants of Kidar. Kidar, a region adjacent to Babylon, was inhabited by unclean and vile people, among whom the Babylonian captors settled the Jews. Origen believed Kidar symbolizes darkness, hence those who reside there in shadow weep. Allegorically, these dark abodes represent the passions that cloud the mind.

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Chrysostom reminds us that the first lesson in virtue is the recognition that we are sojourners in this life; indeed, life itself is a pilgrimage, often more impoverished than wandering. Christ referred to it as a narrow way. The ancients acknowledged their status as wanderers, deserving admiration, for those who journey here shall find their dwelling in heaven. If the Jews possess a fervent love for Jerusalem, what excuse do we have for lacking a similar love for the heavenly Jerusalem? Basil teaches that one who remembers God and seeks their true homeland sighs, "Alas for me, my wandering continues." This longing reflects a deep desire to be liberated and united with Christ, making temporal wandering a source of sorrow rather than joy. Venerable Nikita describes this as the heartfelt lamentation of those who attain spiritual maturity. Perfect souls are not melancholy; they are filled with radiant light. Yet, when their pure minds are drawn away from contemplating heavenly blessings due to bodily needs, they perceive earthly existence as profound darkness. Like those who, after gazing at the sun's rays, see nothing but shadows around them, they find their earthly journey lengthy and their existence in this dim world even more distressing than darkness itself. Theodoret identifies Kidar as a region occupied by the Saracens, whose behavior is bestial, living in tents and wilderness, emulating their forefather Kidar, from whom the land derives its name. Kidar was Ishmael's second son, and as Ishmael was cast out by Abraham alongside his servant Hagar, the Jews mourn the loss of their original freedom, becoming residents among the semi-enslaved and compelled to serve. More perilous than these savage people are those indulging in decadence, whose association with them evokes tears from the righteous. Often, the soul wanders among such individuals, not due to a multitude of tasks, but because of the challenges and discomfort they present.

Irenaeus (Klementjewsky)

18th centuryCommentator

Due to the immense hardship present in this earthly journey, the Prophet yearns for his eternal home and, from a heart untainted by sin, he offers a song of ascension, as previously mentioned. For the true pilgrim prefers to be separated from the physical body alongside the Apostle rather than to be distanced from the Lord. Consequently, he perceives this life, marked by separation from the Lord, as tedious and prolonged. There is no reason for anyone to be surprised at my lament regarding this pilgrimage, for I still dwell among the people of Kidar, symbolizing those who are savage and uncivilized, living in barns rather than cities, and of a particularly unsavory sort, akin to the Aravlans.

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In the Hebrew account, these sentiments are expressed differently: Woe is me, for I wander in Meshech; I reside in the encampments of Kidar. Here, David articulates his grief about coexisting for an extended period with the morally corrupt, much like a destitute individual condemned to age in exile. Historical records reveal that the Meshech and Kidar were nations from the East—the former descended from Madai, son of Japheth, as recorded in Genesis 10:2, and the latter from Kedar, the son of Ishmael, whose offspring settled in Arabia. Through these expressions, the Prophet illustrates his unfortunate plight, akin to being cast away among thieves. It is notable that when he refers to the Arabians, he does so in a contextual manner regarding his own people, as he labels the Indians as perverse Gentiles. Yet, here, to inflict deeper pain upon his adversaries, he intentionally designates those extremely depraved nations, whose brutality was well known among the Israelites.

Sergius Ternowski

19th centuryCommentator

Athanasius describes Kidar as a region situated in the eastern wilderness, populated by Saracen tribes. Theodos links this Psalm to the Babylonian exile; however, it is more accurately associated with David's escape.

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