The Psalms, composed long before His birth from Mary, were sung after He had become Lord—being from everlasting the Creator of all, yet in time born from His own creation. We are called to believe in this Divinity and strive to comprehend Him as equal to the Father. This Divine nature, equal to the Father, willingly partook of our mortal reality, not from His own lineage but from our own, so that we too might partake in His Divine essence, not from ourselves, but from Him.
"Lord, Thou hast searched me and known me" (Psalm 138:1). Let us allow the Lord Jesus Christ to voice this and also to address the Father, recognizing that the Father’s lordship stems from His desire to be born in the flesh. He is both the Father of God and the Lord of Man. Do we understand the identity of His Son, who is equal to Him? The Apostle reminds us that “Who, being in the form of God, thought it not robbery to be equal with God” (Philippians 2:6-7). In this form, God is the Father, the Form equal to Himself, His only begotten Son, from His own Essence. For our sake, that we might be renewed and made partakers of His eternal life, He embraced our mortal existence. What does the Apostle declare about Him? He teaches that “He emptied Himself, taking the form of a servant, and being made in the likeness of men; and being found in fashion as a man” (Philippians 2:7-8). Thus, He, existing in the Form of God, equal to the Father, took upon Himself the form of a servant to demonstrate humility.
"You know my sitting down and my rising up" (Psalm 138:2). What is meant by sitting or rising? He who sits does so in humility. The Lord sat during His Passion and rose in His Resurrection. He acknowledges our knowledge of this reality, implying your will and approval made it so. If we accept the words spoken by the Head through the Body, we see that a man sits down when he humbles himself in repentance, and rises when sins are forgiven, lifted to the hope of everlasting life. Hence, do not seek to elevate yourselves without first humbling yourselves. Many aspire to rise before they bow, desiring to appear righteous before they confess their transgressions.
"You understand my thoughts from afar; You scrutinize my path and my lying down, and are acquainted with all my ways" (Psalm 138:3). What does it mean to be from afar? While still on my pilgrimage and before reaching my true homeland, you comprehend my thoughts. The younger son ventured to a distant land, and after enduring toil and suffering, he remembered his father and resolved to return, declaring, “I will arise and go to my father.” He resolved to arise before he sat down in repentance, demonstrating his acknowledgment of both his want and desire for divine sustenance. You know my thoughts from afar; indeed, I have roamed far, yet where can I flee from the presence of Him I have forsaken? Thus, in the Gospel, it is said that the father met him along the way. Truly, He knows our thoughts from a distance. What, then, is my path? It is the route I have traveled. What is my limit? It is what I have accomplished. You've traced my journey and its boundaries, and though they may seem remote, they are not beyond Your sight.
“I have made my way, and You have discerned it.” Even before I embark, You see and permit my journey through labor, that if I would not toil, I might return to Your ways. For no deceit is upon my tongue. What does this mean? I confess, O Lord, that I have wandered far from You, straying from the embrace of Your goodness.
“Thou hast known my deeds from afar, both recent and ancient” (Psalm 138:5). You are aware of my latest actions, even when I was tending swine, and You recognized my former actions when I sought my share of inheritance. Those ancient deeds marked the genesis of my present woes—the ancient sin of our fall and the final punishment as we entered this arduous mortal life. Yet, if it ends for us in ruin, there remains a final consequence for the wicked, to whom it will be declared, “Depart into everlasting fire” (Matthew 25:41). You have created me and laid Your hand upon me, shaping me in this mortality for the labor we are all born into. For no one is born without Your design, and every creature owes its existence to Your handiwork. Thus, You fashioned me for this purpose and imposed Your disciplinary hand upon me, humbling the proud.
“Your skill has marvelously manifested itself in me; it has become mighty, and I cannot attain it” (Psalm 138:6). Now listen to something profound and delightful to grasp. Moses, the holy servant of God, whom God spoke to through a cloud, longed to see the true essence of God. He implored God, “If I have found favor in Your sight, show me Your glory” (Exodus 33:13). When he ardently requested this closeness, the Lord responded, “Thou canst not see My face; for there shall no man see Me and live” (Exodus 33:20). However, He sheltered Moses in the rock's cleft and allowed him to see His back as He passed by, creating a mysterious image of truth.
“When I pass by, you shall see My back parts” indicates that God possesses aspects beyond our comprehension. Anyone who imagines such divisions within God’s majesty would only mislead themselves, as the truth of God cannot be hidden by mere human understanding. Others, who once angered the Lord they did see, now seek guidance on their path of salvation, hearing the call: “Repent and be baptized, every one of you, in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of your sins” (Acts 2:38). Indeed, they perceived only His rear, for their vision was obscured.
Where can the fugitive hide from the watchful gaze of God? “Where shall I go from Your Spirit? Where shall I flee from Your presence?” (Psalm 138:7). Who among us can escape the Spirit that fills the earth with His majesty? The fugitive frantically seeks concealment from God's wrath, needing refuge. Those who provide shelter will inquire after their pursuers, weighing the danger of their sheltering based on the power of the master pursuing them. But where is there no God? Who among us can deceive Him?
“If I ascend to heaven, You are there; if I make my bed in hell, behold, You are there” (Psalm 138:8). Finally, the wretched fugitive recognizes the futility of trying to escape the one he longs to elude. Everywhere He is present; where could the fugitive possibly go? Even in darkness, He is there to exact punishment. If I descend into the abyss of sin and refuse to confess, saying “Who sees me?”—yet His presence persists, ready to chastise.
“In the morning you will say, I will escape; if I rise on the wings of the dawn and settle at the farthest shore of the sea” (Psalm 138:9). It is futile to flee, for even at the ocean's edge, He will still be there. Therefore, let us strive toward the boundaries of His love. We have been drawn to seek His presence in hope and prophetic vision, aspiring to find solace even in the remoteness of the sea.
Let us ponder what is said by the One who can grant us safe passage, “And Your hand shall guide me, and Your right hand shall hold me fast” (Psalm 138:10). Cherished friends, let us allow this to become our anchoring hope and our strength. We must reclaim the wings lost through sin—through lust, we find ourselves restrained. Yet He, through His sacrifice, has lifted us, granting us the renewed strength to rise.
As he undertakes the journey, he reflects, “Perhaps darkness will cover me” (Psalm 138:11). Now, as I trust in Christ, I find myself once more lifted upon wings motivated by love. Observing the length of the journey, I found joy even in darkness, for Christ has become my guiding light.
“For the darkness is not dark to You” (Psalm 138:12). God’s light sheds clarity upon our night; wicked men cannot comprehend this illumination as they persist in their sin. Those steeped in transgression manage only to deepen their darkness, even as the light of confession embraces the sincere heart.
“The night will be as bright as the day; for darkness is as light with You” (Psalm 138:13). The day symbolizes worldly success, while night represents our sufferings. Yet, amidst our trials, the kindly chastisements of our Father aid us toward eternal life. When Christ dwells within us through faith, we are reassured that both adversity and abundance are opportunities to praise God in all circumstances, for His essence reflects in both His light and dark moments.
“For You formed my innermost being; You knit me together in my mother’s womb” (Psalm 138:13). The Lord possesses my heart and thoughts; He alone possesses my desires and my pursuits. While earthly successes may intrigue us, true joy comes from His presence within.
“I will give thanks to You, for I am remarkably and wondrously made; wonderful are Your works, and my soul knows it well” (Psalm 138:14). The marvel of Your creations extends beyond knowledge; Your grace empowers me to view all with renewed wonder.
“All my bones were seen by You when I was made in secret, intricately woven in the depths of the earth” (Psalm 138:15). This speaks of an intimate and hidden strength—the fortitude of spirit that remains unbroken despite adversity. This strength, a divine patience, allows us to endure tribulation, a testament to God's power within.
“Your eyes beheld my unformed substance; in Your book were written all the days formed for me, when none of them as yet existed” (Psalm 138:16). From imperfect beginning to perfected end, we move forward, not fearing but advancing in faith. As we progress, we cling to the hope of never departing from the Body of Christ. We belong to Him, the perfect witness, amidst the toil of our lives.
“O Lord, search me and know my heart; test me and know my thoughts” (Psalm 138:23). Only God discerns our innermost being and evaluates the purity of our intentions. He tests us amid the perils of life, affirming that as we navigate through the challenges, we remain steadfast in seeking peace, awaiting the fulfillment of the promise of eternal unity in His presence.
“See if there be any grievous way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting” (Psalm 138:24). May our paths be aligned with Christ, the eternal Way, Truth, and Life. If any inconsistency lies on my path, guide me into Your way, where no wrong can persist, for in Christ is found Life without end. These teachings reveal profound truths. The Spirit of God speaks sweetly in our darkness, blending wisdom with knowledge and renewing our understanding, reminding us of our roles even amidst difficulty.
May we remain aware that among the righteous and the unrighteous, we exercise patience for the sake of unity, remembering the nets which contain both good and bad to be sorted at the end. We acknowledge that the presence of ungodly influences necessitates endurance within the sacred community, unyielding, yet hopeful. Even in the face of division, our objective is to cherish our role within His Church, bolstered by His Word and righteous purpose.