John Chrysostom
Through this, He proclaims that you will bring joy to my ears, guaranteeing a complete purification, so that joy may fill every part of the being, allowing the bones, once damaged by sorrow, to thrive once more and regain their previous vigor. Behold, He says, do not fixate on the wrongs I have committed, but rather on me, who laments them, and cleanse my transgressions. What is it that you desire, prophet? Your sins are forgiven, your punishment lifted. I am not satisfied with this: I have a loving Savior who provides beyond my asking. What do you seek? I was a prophet, and I long to be a prophet once more. I yearn for the closeness I had with God, for the spiritual gift, this abundant grace. This grace has left me, fleeing like a dove from impurity; I desire to reclaim it, like a bee returning to its hive.