This corresponds to the prophetic declaration: They shall return at evening (Nehemiah 4:9). The adversaries, thwarted by daylight, would return each night to Jerusalem with malicious intent (Nehemiah 4:9). Like a famished dog in search of sustenance, they relentlessly pursued Jerusalem's ruin, yet the city remained fortified both day and night, leaving them to circle its periphery. They scrutinized every angle for an unguarded entrance, but to no avail. Unable to harm the sacred site directly, they resorted to mockery and contempt, their words acting as swords against the people of God.
Referencing the teachings of the holy fathers who ascribe the prophetic sentiments of this psalm to the Roman conquest of Jerusalem, it is understood that after Hadrian completed the city's subjugation and destroyed the Temple, he forbade the Jews from entering or even glimpsing Jerusalem from afar. St. Eusebius attests that this edict persisted during Tertullian's time. Undoubtedly, many Jews, fervent in their faith, longed to return to Jerusalem, the heart of their spirituality. However, fearing the repercussions of defying imperial orders, they resolved to undertake their pilgrimage under the veil of night, a notion the Psalmist captures in the phrase: they shall return at evening. Much like a dog that has scavenged all day in barren lands, only to grow weary and hungry, circles back to its owner's home seeking refuge and nourishment, so too did some Jews, exiled from Jerusalem, yearn for the comfort of divine service in their ancient city. Yet, the conqueror’s decree barred their entry, leaving them to wander sorrowfully outside its walls, longing for what they could not reach.
This longing is profoundly human, rooted in nostalgia for family heritage, the glory of the Temple, and a collective memory intertwined with kinship and ancestral inheritance. Additionally, the deep remorse stemming from their betrayal of the holy teacher, the Lord Jesus Christ, ignited a stirring yearning in their souls. Though they sought solace near Jerusalem's gates, their spiritual hunger remained unsatisfied. The city lay in ruins, its sacrifices rendered powerless, the Temple destroyed, and the altar desecrated. They disregarded the call to repentance that echoed amid the devastation, failing to recognize the profound truths of the Gospel woven into Jerusalem's fate. Consequently, they departed with grievances against divine providence and fell into new blasphemies against the Lord Jesus Christ. The prophet does not assert, "unless they be filled," but rather, "if they be filled," implying the potential for spiritual fulfillment. Thus, the prophet elucidates that their capacity to find satisfaction hinged upon their response.
From the remnants of visible Jerusalem, they could glimpse the spiritual Jerusalem—the holy Church of Christ—and if they embraced the truth that Jesus, whom they had crucified, was truly God, their spiritual hunger would be quenched. Conversely, their obstinacy would lead to unending grief and unjust reproaches against their Lord (Ps. 58:8). This indicates that their blasphemies would be unparalleled. Many have spent their lives ensnared in arrogance or indulgence, drifting through the wilderness of disbelief and vice, neglecting repentance or virtuous acts, oblivious to their future accountability. Yet, as age encroaches, their fervor dwindles and the need for divine turn arises. Just as a dog, separated from its home, scurries around seeking its master when hunger strikes, so too do these individuals seek the Lord in their old age.
In the twilight, they begin their return, at a time when light wanes, and the soul's vigor diminishes, dulled by years of sin. They approach repentance in a state of lethargy, hindered by the exhaustion of the body, weakened memories, and numerous sinful experiences—each an obstacle to genuine contrition. They lack fervent prayer, remembrance of sin, genuine remorse, or tears of repentance. Nevertheless, hope for salvation remains not entirely extinguished. The prophet’s words do not declare that they will not find fulfillment; rather, they can invigorate their spirits through sincere repentance, force themselves to pray earnestly, and wash away their transgressions with tears, compensating for their offenses through acts of charity. The Lord will grant them the heavenly bread, the assurance of eternal life, for He welcomes even those who come at the last hour. Yet wisdom warns, "What you did not acquire in youth, how can you attain in old age?" (Sir 25:5). A profound fear lingers that the sins they have nurtured their entire lives may rob them of these remaining days designated for repentance, weaken their pious efforts, and mislead them into a hollow union with the Church, dulling their souls to spiritual apathy.
Far more beneficial is the path of those who, from an early age, yield their minds to faithful obedience and their hearts to the Gospel’s commandments. Holy Scripture declares, "Good is the man who takes the yoke upon himself in his youth" (Lamentations 3:27). Therefore, young men, embrace this saving yoke and, in so doing, temper the impulses of mind and heart that lead you astray. "Rejoice in your youth," wisdom advises, "and remember that God will bring you to judgment for all your actions and desires; cast away deceit from your flesh, for youth is folly and vanity" (Ecclesiastes 11:9, 10). Amen.