"O Lord, my heart is not proud" (Psalm 130:1). He offered a sacrifice, and how do we know it was a sacrifice? Because humility of heart itself is a worthy offering. Without a sacrifice, there is no priest. Yet, we have our High Priest in Heaven interceding for us before the Father, having entered the Holy of Holies beyond the veil. We find assurance in having such a Priest; let us present our offerings there. We must reflect on what kind of sacrifice we should present, as burnt offerings alone do not please God, as noted in the Psalm. He further elucidates this by stating that "The sacrifice of God is a troubled spirit; a broken and contrite heart, O God, Thou wilt not despise."
"O Lord, my heart is not proud, nor my eyes lofty" (Psalm 130:1); "I do not occupy myself with great matters, nor with things too wonderful for me" (Psalm 130:2). Let us articulate this more clearly. I was not arrogant; I did not seek recognition through wondrous deeds; nor did I aspire to anything beyond my capabilities that might allow me to take pride in ignorance. Just as Simon the magician desired to surpass the apostles through miracles, he valued their power more than the righteousness of believers. He states explicitly that he did not pursue what was beyond him or elevate himself inappropriately. We must genuinely recognize how concerning it is to boast in the grace of God, remaining humble and striving to adhere to the truth: "The greater you are, the more humble you should be, and you will find favor in the sight of the Lord" (Sirach 3:18). Therefore, it is crucial to remind ourselves consistently about the dangers of pride in the gifts of God.
"If my thoughts were elevated and I lifted my soul as if from a mother's embrace, such would be the reward of my soul" (Psalm 130:2). This depiction suggests a curse; it signifies an implied expectation: 'Let this be upon me.' Being detached from that embrace could be perilous. The Apostle, addressing some weaker brethren, states, "I have fed you with milk, not solid food, for you were not yet able to bear it" (1 Corinthians 3:2). There are indeed fragile souls for whom stronger sustenance is unsuitable; they yearn for what is unattainable, and if they mistakenly think they grasp it, their pride deceives them. This predicament often befalls heretics who, driven by fleshly desires, defend false beliefs without realizing their error, resulting in their exclusion from the true Church.
Indeed, a contrasting opinion exists regarding these words. It has been made clear, dear brothers, what God desires: humility to guard against pride and exalting ourselves in order to gain wisdom. Partake in spiritual nourishment that you may grow, and when you mature, you will seek the bread of life. If you reach that point, you no longer need milk, but solid food. It could be interpreted in this way: if I do not possess humble thoughts but exalt my soul, I would surely encounter evil. In this context, he earlier expressed, “O Lord, my heart is not proud, nor are my eyes lofty; I do not engage in great works or wonders that are beyond me.” Thus, he recognizes his naivety in wickedness. Yet, since I am not naive in understanding, should I disregard humble thoughts and elevate my soul, let that be the judgment I deserve, akin to the reward of one weaned from their mother so that I might eventually be able to consume bread.
This interpretation, dear friends, does not trouble me as it aligns with the faith. However, it’s worth noting that it states, "As one weaned from milk" and adds, "when he was on his mother's breast." This addition prompts reflection. The infant is nourished at the breast; if an older child is taken away from breast milk prematurely, it risks life. The phrase "on the mother's breast" holds significance because while all can attain maturity and leave milk behind, it is detrimental for one still needing maternal sustenance to be forced to wean. Therefore, we must remain vigilant, dear friends, and be cautious not to rush to maturity prematurely. Let not a person strive to elevate their soul if they are unprepared for the solid food of wisdom. Instead, they should fulfill the commandments of humility. They have a foundation to stand on: they must have faith in Christ to gain understanding of Him. They may not recognize the nature of the Word and His equal standing with the Father and the Holy Spirit; they must believe and begin to learn. In time, they will be nourished, but this cannot happen before they are prepared. Let not one aspire to what is too advanced or beyond comprehension. The Lord has given you guidance which you must constantly heed (Sirach 3:22): perform acts of mercy, remain at peace within the Church, refrain from placing confidence in humanity, and do not test God by seeking miracles.
If you resist pride, if you do not set your heart on lofty matters, nor engage in grand undertakings beyond your reach, instead embracing humility, the Lord will reveal to you truths otherwise hidden (Philippians 3:15). However, should you stubbornly cling to misconceptions, persistently defending them against the peace of the Church, the curse awaits you, leaving you spiritually starving as you cling to what you cannot consume. Yet if you remain within the embrace of the Catholic Church, even if your thoughts wander, God will clarify the truth to you if you maintain humility. Why? Because God opposes the proud but bestows grace upon the humble.
Thus, this psalm concludes with a profound message: "Israel, trust in the Lord from this time forth and forever" (Psalm 130:3). The term 'seculum' does not solely refer to this world but can also signify eternity, which is viewed in two ways: as an everlasting state or as the journey towards eternity. Here, it pertains to reliance on the Lord God throughout our temporal existence; once we attain eternity, our hope will be transformed into possession.