Augustine of Hippo
Many individuals are insincere in their pursuit of wrongdoing, as they neither genuinely seek it nor abhor it. However, the very nature of this insincere quest transforms it into a justification for evil. When you admonish them, saying, "Do not engage in this," their response often is, "Everyone else does it; who is exempt? Will God condemn all to the depths?" Others may assert, "If the Lord had disapproved, would He not have struck down those who commit such acts?" Had you approached the matter with sincerity instead of duplicity, you could have uncovered iniquity and detested it. Instead, you not only recognize it but also defend it, revealing the deceitfulness in your endeavor to seek it.
In whose presence do we stand? Before Him whose awe was disregarded by the one who practiced deceit. To understand one’s wrongdoing and to detest it. He toiled to escape its grip. There are individuals who strive to acknowledge their transgressions yet fear the consequences; for if they confront it, they are told, "Step away from it. You committed this before you realized its nature; you acted wrongfully in ignorance; God grants pardon. Now that you have recognized it, abandon it, so that your ignorance may be readily forgiven; and so you may boldly proclaim to God, 'Forget not the sins of my youth and my ignorance.'” Thus, he searches for it, yet fears the discovery, as his pursuit is marred by guile.
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When a person asserts, “I was unaware it was sinful,” upon recognizing its true nature and refraining from the wrongdoing he committed out of ignorance, he would genuinely comprehend his sin, acknowledge it, and detest it. However, many today seek to uncover their wrongs through cunning means, lacking heartfelt intention. Because deceit taints their quest for iniquity, they set themselves against the very act of acknowledgment. For once someone identifies their transgression, it becomes unmistakably clear that it is indeed a wrongdoing. “Refrain from it,” one might say. Yet, the individual who sought out their iniquity with duplicity, upon discovery, does not loathe it. What do they claim? “Look at how many are engaged in it! Who among them does not partake? Would God condemn them all? Or at least they argue, if God disapproved, why would so many continue in it?” Do you not see that you have approached the unveiling of your iniquity with guile? Had your pursuit been sincere, you would have recognized and abhorred it; instead, you acknowledge it yet defend it, revealing the deceit that characterized your exploration.