John Chrysostom
"Turn, O Lord, deliver my soul." Here, the prophet speaks of two crucial matters: he asks for the Lord's intervention and for the salvation of his soul. The righteous were particularly concerned that God would be reconciled to them and show them grace, rather than turning away. The second matter is the request for the soul's deliverance. This focus on spiritual salvation is often overlooked by many, especially those who are more worldly-minded, as they tend to prioritize only their immediate welfare. However, for the righteous, the salvation of the soul is of utmost importance.
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These thoughts led to feelings of despondency, but he managed to restrain those emotions and turned to prayer instead, saying, "Turn, O Lord: deliver my soul, save me in Thy mercy." He did not seek deliverance based on his own actions, for they were flawed, nor did he rely on his own efforts, given his weakness. Instead, he appealed for salvation solely in God's mercy. "Master, if You judge me, I will affirm my own guilt and confess that I deserve death, yet I ask, ‘save me in Thy mercy.’ I depend entirely on Your grace and have no merit of my own. I seek Your generosity, for no one pays for mercy; it is given freely. Thus, I plead, 'save me according to Thy mercy.'
Remember the words You spoke in Your holy Scriptures. Recall, O Lord, that 'the thoughts of man's heart are evil from his youth' (Gen. 8:21). Remember, O Lord, that the dust You fashioned is fragile and prone to sin. Remember that 'man is like vanity' (Psalm 143:4), and that 'no one who lives will be justified before You' (Psalm 142:2). Remember, O Lord, that 'if iniquity be seen, O Lord, O Lord, who shall stand?' (Ps. 129:3). Remember, O Lord, that 'how can a man be right before God, and how can he that is born of woman be pure? Behold, even the moon is not bright, and the stars are unclean before His eyes' (Job 25:4, 5). Remember, O Lord, that 'Behold, I was conceived in iniquity, and in sins my mother bore me' (Psalm 50:7). Remember, O Lord, that even heaven and the angelic hosts are not pure before You, for some have fallen away due to their sin.
Therefore, I implore You, ‘save me in Thy mercy,’ I who humbly seek Your grace. It is not surprising if You show mercy to the worthy or if You favor the righteous, for they are deserving. Yet You, O Lord, should also display extraordinary mercy toward me, the unworthy, so that Your compassion may be glorified. As a skilled physician gains honor by healing the hopeless, and a kind ruler is praised for giving life to those who do not deserve it, so too do I seek Your mercy to reflect Your benevolence. You are aware of our human frailty, having created it and understood it. Therefore I plead once more, ‘save me in Thy mercy’; let not my wickedness overshadow Your goodness, nor my negligence exhaust Your endless compassion.
How many gifts I owe to Your unseen kindness! You have called me from nothingness into existence, multiplied my blessings, and granted me dominion over creation (Psalm 8:8). You have redeemed the lost by Your own blood, clothed the naked, and enriched the poor; You have made me both a son and a brother, an heir and a co-heir. What can I say in response to such grace? I am uncertain. So I ask, ‘enter not into judgment with Thy servant’ (Psalms 142:2), and let not the penalties of my sins fall upon me. Instead, ‘turn Thy face away from my sins’ (Psalms 50:11). Let not the scales of justice weigh heavily against me; be merciful and tip the balance towards Your grace; overlook the weight of my sins and ‘save me according to Thy mercy,’ through which salvation has been granted to all.
Whether I mention Moses, he is not without sin, according to Scripture; whether I recall Aaron or even Peter, the chief Apostle, they too bear sin. Hence, I desire to be saved by faith, not by works, so that the Merciful One may say to me, ‘Your faith has saved you; go in peace’ (Luke 8:48). To whom You forgive sins, You do not say: ‘your works have saved you’—for with You, all human righteousness amounts to little. Therefore, for the last time, I implore You, ‘save me according to Thy mercy.’ And may 'Thy mercy follow me all the days of my life’ (Psalms 22:6). May 'Thy mercy' pursue me, even as I flee from You and rush towards sinfulness. Your mercy will also guide me back, holding me accountable, for You alone are "the only One who worketh wonders" (Psalm 71:18). Show Your mercies manifestly by saving those who trust in You (Psalm 16:7). You fulfill our hopes, so shall You not hear our pleas for mercy?
A certain man owed You ten thousand talents and approached You for a reprieve; You, in Your kindness, were willing to forgive him the entire debt, yet he later wronged his brother. A wayward son returned to You, seeking to be a mere servant, yet You reinstated him as son and heir. A thief simply asked to be remembered in Your kingdom, and yet You granted him paradise. The woman, full of tears, approached without a specific request, and she received from You what she earnestly sought. Peter cried out for forgiveness, and You bestowed upon him the keys of the kingdom and the church. This is Your will for those who find themselves in despair, stripped of all hope, overcome by sin. Reveal the greatness of Your compassion to them. Thus I repeat fervently, ‘Save me in Thy mercy.’"