John Chrysostom
In addition, emphasizing that our own efforts must accompany God’s mercies, the importance of this connection cannot be overlooked; for simply acknowledging our frailty and God’s goodness without fulfilling our obligations would prove fruitless. Observe the lamentations expressed: “I am weary,” he declares, “with my sighs; every night I wash my bed; I soak my couch with tears.” Those in humble circumstances should take heed of the repentance offered by the king, who draped himself in royal purple. We must listen and be stirred. His toil was not limited to mere effort; he sighed deeply, wept abundantly, soaking his bed in tears not for a brief time, but throughout each night. He did not merely reflect on previous regrets but also contemplated the future.
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Do not presume that after this solitary act of lamentation he rested; rather, he sustained this practice throughout his life—unlike us, who might shed tears briefly only to resume laughter, indulgence, and ease soon after. His existence was marked by ceaseless mourning. Let us strive to emulate his confession. If we avoid weeping in this life, we will inevitably grieve in the next; and there, without solace, while here we do so with purpose, here with appropriateness, and there with humiliation. As Christ foretold: “There will be weeping and gnashing of teeth” (Matthew 8:12). Those who shed tears in this life will find no such suffering awaiting them, but will instead receive plentiful comfort: “Blessed are they that weep, for they shall be comforted” (Matt. 5:4); “Woe unto you, ye rich, for ye have already received your consolation” (Luke 6:24). Let those surrounded by luxury understand the nature of the king's bedding—not adorned with embellishments, but soaked in tears. For him, nights were filled not with rest but with deep sighs and sorrowful weeping. While daylight burdened him with cares, he transformed the hours meant for rest into a period of confession, shedding tears of profound sorrow. Weeping is always commendable, particularly during the night when no one interferes, allowing those who wish to indulge in this profound satisfaction freely. Those who have experienced such moments know the joy that tears can bring. These tears have the power to extinguish the unquenchable fire, cleansing the soul before the day of judgment. Thus, Paul wept day and night for three years, addressing the faults of others (Acts 20:31); yet we often remain indifferent to our own failings, embracing laughter and complacency while sinking into a slumber resembling death. While some of us indulge in sleep, akin to being in a deep unconsciousness, others endure a vigil that is even worse than death, preoccupied with material gain and plotting against one another. The truly vigilant, however, nourish their souls, watering them with tears as if they were rain, fostering seeds of virtue within. No vice or corruption can withstand the solace found in such tears. Those who release such tears do not fixate on worldly things, liberating their souls from anxiety and illuminating their minds. This message is intended not just for monks; it equally applies to the laity, perhaps even more so, as they distinctly require the healing power of repentance. Those who weep in this manner will rise with a soul transcending tranquility, free from all passions, filled with joy, ready to enter the house of God with confidence; they will engage with their neighbors in goodwill, for anger, lust, greed, envy, and similar vices cannot reside within. This nightly weeping expels all these afflictions as if driving away lurking beasts.
The prophet, constantly cognizant of that dreadful day and hour, was engulfed in fear, tormented by relentless sorrow, and spent his nights in tears. Hence, he exclaims, “I am weary from my sighs; I wash my bed every night; I water my couch with my tears,” firmly aware that those who sow in tears shall reap joy in the harvest of eternal life. “Those who go away weeping cast their seed, but those who come shall return with joy, gathering their sheaves” (Psalm 126:5, 6). Just as we are baptized through water and the Spirit, so too must we undergo a baptism of tears and the fervor of a contrite heart for true cleansing. Both the sacrament of baptism and genuine tearful repentance are bestowed only through the Holy Spirit.