Augustine of Hippo
What does Scripture convey in various passages when it states: They shall call, and I will not answer them? It is mentioned concerning them: they who do not call upon God (Psalm 52:5). They make their pleas, yet not to the Lord. One can indeed cry out to the one they cherish; it is possible to beseech the one they wish to welcome, the one whose presence they yearn for. Conversely, if you beseech God for wealth, a legacy, or earthly accolades, you are calling upon the one whose favor you desire; however, you may discover that God supports your greed rather than heeding your supplications. God proves His goodness by granting you what you seek, but if your heart longs for wicked things, is it not a greater kindness for Him to withhold them from you?
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Yet, when He declines, you may feel He is not your God; you lament, ‘I have prayed so many times, asked so many things, and He has ignored me!’ But reflect: what did you ask for? Wishing for your neighbor's demise? And what if he requests harm upon you? The Creator of you is also the Creator of him; both are human beings before God, who is the ultimate judge, hearing both pleas and remains silent towards both. You feel anguish because He has not listened to your grievances against him; instead, rejoice that He has not listened to his grievances against you.
Amidst the tension between hope and despair, the spirit may falter. Beware if your hope swells too high, for if you expect much mercy, you risk falling under judgment. Conversely, be cautious of despair, for if you believe that your misdeeds are unforgivable, you will lack remorse and succumb to the judgment of wisdom, which declares solemnly, ‘For this I will mock your ruin.’ So, what should the Lord do with those caught between these two trials? To those battling with hope, He offers this counsel: Do not hesitate to seek the Lord, nor put off your return from day to day, for suddenly the anger of the Lord may catch you unawares, and you might perish during the time of reckoning (Sir. 5:8-9). To those overwhelmed by despair, what words does He impart? Whenever a wicked person repents, I will forget all their wrongdoings. Thus, for those burdened by despair, He has provided a refuge of forgiveness, while for those led astray by hope and the lure of permissiveness, He has concealed the timing of the final day. The exact moment of that day remains unknown to you. Would it not be ungrateful to postpone your return when you have this day granted to you for reconciliation?